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I'm so fucking lonely dawg I don't quite notice it until something good/bad/funny happens in my life and I have no one to share it with or when i think of something funny but I realise i will probably never get a chance to talk about it irl. It's so weird I'm in my early 20s and depression is eating away my life I dont see a future and I'm slowly becoming more isolated. I used to have a lot of friends like when I say a lot I mean A LOT. I had multiple friendgroups with 8 people minimum in each group. But I grew out of them and I never connected with anyone that deeply. I recently found out I'm neurodivergant so I'm guessing that's the reason but at times I feel like I'm someone very insignificant and invisible. It's painful sometimes thinking that I'll be living for more than the next 5 years. I should start smoking