
I dont wish for you to die because i know you will just bother zhi shu in the afterlife. I wish you a very good long life so you can wallow in your guilt and sadness for cheating and killing the person who loved you the most. May you never find happiness and everywhere you go, you will be reminded of your sins.

Indecisive and always think that he can decide the best thing for their partner not knowing they might hurt their partner in the same time. Hara already suspecting his thread is connected to someone, that means he is always alert to his surrounding to protect his feelings towards Kaoru. I need a heart to heart talk with kaoru san and smack him in the head because he seems like he needs it.

when I was younger I crave for love from my partner but as I got older, i just want to be closer to my parents. Parents are just a sensitive topic for me as they are mu pillar to fall back to, but if I dont have them in this world anymore like Zhishu, i too will feel like i want to die faster to be with them.
Communicate! Communicate with each other and tavkle the issue instead of thinking of what how if inside your head without knowing the real story!