Female ☾ 23 years old ☾ Sun and rising in Pisces, Moon in Taurus
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Ok i see a lot of people hating on jiwon but he made it very clear to dg right from the start that their relationship was only going to be physical. He also started acting more like a dickhead when he realised dg was developing feelings for him, feelings that were going beyond infatuation and into real love, to try and put him off him. Obviously, it's easy to write jiwon off as a selfish asshole but i see him as a person who got extremely hurt in the past and is not only unable to move on from it, but also doesn't know how to cope with the pain. His "asshole" persona or "nasty" personality as MD puts it, is just a terrible defense mechanism pushed to the extreme. Being mean to DG and detached from romance makes him feel like he's in control of his emotions and strong. Now, there's another aspect to why he's awful to DG: When he sees DG, he also sees a reflection of himself. Someone vulnerable and oblivious, and this is why he 'hates' him. He's a shadow of his "weak self". And despite this, he can't help but be receptive to DG's love - we're already getting hints that he's starting to care about DG and at this point, he's in complete denial/still unaware of his changing feelings. BASICALLY i'm just saying we shouldn't brush jiwon off as an asshole but appreciate that he's actually a well-written character if we care to dissect his layers
Also, do you guys realise jiwon is acting EXACTLY like the hyung who hurt him? He's doing this because subconsciously, he sees his hyung as the one who got away unhurt and is emulating him for that reason. It's actually really sad and a bit disturbing
omg Thank youuu! Alot of the times people just tend to overlook why a certain character is behaving the way they are. Jiwoon set boundaries and rules that DG broke. I agree jiwoon shouldn’t treat him like that because past trauma doesn’t justify hurting others, but dg wasn’t in the right either. Jiwon clearly asked him if he loved him and dg denied it to continue the relationship. I just hope the issue gets resolved properly and we see them both develop into better characters.
Yes totally! And your last point, i really want to see them grow from this and become better people individually too