Hi, if you guys want to read the novel, there's an english translation available on wattpad with 200 chapters translated. Chapter 32 of the manhua is around chapter 55 of the novel. Please be sure to thank the translators for their work.
This is the best representation of "The saddest thing in life is when someone who gave you the best memories becomes a memory." This really hit me hard. This reminded me of my same-sex boyfriend for 7 years who got in an accident after we fought. I'm so depressed right now I can't stop crying and blaming myself.