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I have always despised manipulative, controlling narcissistic individuals.
If you lack empathy your existence  is just an empty vessel with a mortal body and a waste of an eternal soul.

Traumatized as a child, abused, unloved for nothing, a long list of sadness that is never a good excuse to become a cruel subject nor to bask in an eternal inner conflicts, now I would make you just question - whose answer is already clear in all your troubled journey with Doumeki. Say it without too many tricks and honestly: how much are you afraid of happiness?

I don't know if it was just me but I couldn't understand a thing about the last updates since I hadn't followed this for some time, I noticed other people couldn't understand either so I skimmed thorough this and MODS to make a guide with the characters and main events, I hope it can be of some help.

This obviously contains spoilers so don't read if you haven't reached chapter 6 yet



















《Characters》

Haru: Was a simple lowlife who wanted to leech off a yakuza.

Yukitaka: Biological son of the Ichijou boss and legitimate heir of the group but isn't part of the group yet. Shigure's younger half-brother.

Shigure: Illegitimate son of the Ichijou boss but wasn't part of the group, rumors went around that he did the dirty work .

Shiro: MODS main character. He was working on a brothel as guarantee for his parents' debt but his father took the money he earned and ran away.

Yagami: Ichijou head.

Sasaki: Random yakuza, was Haru's lover.



《Storyline》

- Haru was a Sasaki's plaything and fell in love with Shigure.

- Sasaki got addicted to the drugs he was supposed to sell and ran away, but got caught and was banished.

- Haru joined the Ichijou group and started working under Yagami.

- Shigure was banished even though he wasn't supposed to be a yakuza. In the end, rumors of him doing dirty work were true, he didn't want to receive orders from his father anymore so he cut his own finger and left.

- Shigure started working at a mahjong parlor owned by Yagami.

*3 years later*

- Haru found Shiro (15) and asked Shigure to take care of him.

- Shigure started to get attached to Shiro so he made a promise with him to leave to a different town the next day and live a normal life but got run over by a car next to the meeting place, right before Shiro's eyes.

(It was said Shigure died because he knew too much so maybe he got killed because letting him escape to a different town was a risk to all that valuable information)

(But was it the Ichijou or a different group behind his death????? If it was the Ichijou then that means Shigure got killed by his own father)

- Haru felt guilty because he was the one who took Shiro to Shigure, he wouldn't have tried to run away and died if he never met Shiro and got attached to him.

- Shigure was the only person to ever show Shiro real kindness so his death scarred him deeply, he couldn't stop selling himself and went back to his old life.

(Haru was sleeping when Shigure left so maybe he got insomnia because he couldn't sleep thinking something bad would happen again or because it made him remember what happened and feel guilty)

- Haru saw Yukitaka (15) at Shigure's funeral.

*1 year later*

- Haru searched for Shiro who had disappeared after Shigure's death.

- The group offered Haru the management of a store where Shiro would work as a prostitute. Haru accepted because he couldn't save Shiro but being his pimp was a way to watch over him.

*9 years later*

MODS storyline

*1 year after*

- Yukitaka was required by the group to hide in a non-yakuza's house for a month after afight with another group. Yagami recommended Haru.

- Haru wanted to quit the store and break all ties with the yakuza so Yagami said between the lines that he could if he took Yukitaka in for a month.

- The month didn't end but Yagami said it was time for Yukitaka to return and broke the promise of letting Haru quit the shop and gave him another yakuza business to run instead.

I read a fanfiction once, about yokozawa n kirishima. Kirishima have terminal illness n was spending his last days with yoko n his daughter. While takano gave up on pursuing ritsu n started having feelings for yoko n said that he will wait for yoko this time. N after 10 years of kirishima's death yoko n takano live happily ever after.

I bawled my eyes out when kirishima died （/TДT)/

It’s not as happy as you’d think...it’s actually quite sad at first the story of a lonely dick with no place to belong to always STANDING in air no room for it to go inside,until finally mustering up its courage to ask for a home and then at last being accepted and entering a place of its own....sigh I’m happy ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

What is this? Shoot the victim? Let’s just forget about the times the seme raped the uke. Let’s forget about the shitty things the seme did. Let’s forget about the fact that things started off with the seme using him for inspiration. Let’s forget that the seme kept trying to use the uke’s status as an omega to trap him into a relationship he didn’t want in the first place.

All this after going through the biggest shock of his life-suddenly becoming an omega. He couldn’t even find work like he could before. He no longer had a safe place to live. Then he has all this pressure coming from the seme for something he’s not ready for and then bam he’s pregnant.

His original instinct wasn’t to keep the baby, but did so because he was convinced to keep it. And pregnancy makes a person super hormonal. Then he finally starts to feel comfortable with the seme when he has the baby. All his fears resurface and he overheard the part of the semes conversation that just confirms his fears.

He is still homeless. He grew up with the knowledge that his mom “paid rent” to his dad by sleeping with him till she couldn’t take it anymore. He doesn’t want that life for himself and it drives his need to not depend on Dojin, but it also gives him the idea that he can “pay rent” to an alpha and not be homeless anymore.

When he finds out that he bonded, he was in shock, and decided to do what he needed to do to survive. There is a part of him that cares for Dojin, but it’s hidden underneath all those other layers. He didn’t choose to bond like a person chooses to marry. However it happened it was subconscious. He still has no prospects for jobs-Dojin had him quit the one good job he had, making it even harder for him to get back in his feet even if he wasn’t bonded.

Sorry, but Dojin is no saint and the uke is a realistic character with actual delevopment. I think it’s refreshing to see a person with a rough background who doesn’t engage in serious self harm, psychological torture, or rape other people.

Stop with this shitty “blame the victim” attitude.

You like someone "because", and you love someone "despite" ...LOVE THIS STORY SO MUCH!!!! *o*

Hello! I just created an Instagram to share official and unofficial English translations of my three children; A Guy Like You, Tied Up In Twins, and Jazz for Two! ^^
Please note that someone outed me on Twitter to Clarju so my email has also changed to [email protected] and the folder is now owned by that email ^^
I have direct links to each webtoon’s folder in my GoogleDrive on my Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/my_mellifluous_serendipity/

VOL 4
https://www.nicoobook.com/bl/66640.html

VOL 5
https://www.nicoobook.com/bl/66642.html

VOL 6
https://www.nicoobook.com/bl/66644.html

chuuu chuuu chika chika chika
the train is departing at an amazing speed!! We just went past "Falling in Love Arc" Station and went straight for "Sex first, trial date later" Station!!

Apologies to passengers who are unable to keep up as we are on high-speed romance railway. Sorry you will not be able to get off this train as there will be no time for that. We wish you a pleasant sonic-sex ride.

HAHAHAAHAHAH! Yousuke is just omg way to cute! The mushroom sprouting from his body and head from his jealousy was adorable! HAHAHA!

I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT UPDATE NOW THAT ITS CONTINUINGGGGG! Cant wait to see their life as live-in couple! <3

I don't understand the story. Someone explain to me please or tell me the summary

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/make_me_bark/uu/make_me_bark-chapter-5/17/ aren't they from the baker on the first floor ı mean ı know the author not the same but they are just look a like

Since mgg isn't hosting chapters on their site for the time being I decided to post dropbox links on this topic so everyone who isn't able to pay for the official Lezhin chapters will still be able to read them! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ I'll update the chapter links every Wednesday (in the USA for those of you a day ahead) which is the same day they update on the official site - so please check back on this topic for the updates! ^^

Links:
Chapters 1-10: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sign_language/uu/sign_language-chapter-1
Chapters 11-13: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/18KkLPlozsNe2cnXEJQP3A23zDmK9V6OP?usp=sharing

And lastly if you have the ability to, please support the creator of Sign Language by buying the official chapters!! (▰˘◡˘▰)
Korean: https://www.lezhin.com/ko/comic/sign_language
English: https://www.lezhin.com/en/comic/sign_en

When I see Yui with Kazuma... I see YAOI. And when I see Tachibana with Yuuta... I also see YAOI.

LIKE THERE'S BIG YAOI SFX FLASHING RAYT IN FRONT OF ME ╮(￣▽￣)╭