hypergargalesthesia June 21, 2018 10:46 pm

Wow. Just saw this. That "allow anonymous reply" guess they've been controlled.

hypergargalesthesia January 16, 2018 9:26 am

Sigh~ I just want to share because it's really getting lonely. I used to have friends by common interest. When I was in high school, we keep on recommending books and manga to read and anime to watch. College life and we attended different universities. It was lonely during my freshmen year. No friends. I just read books during class, watch anime at dorm then repetitive cycle. When I was in third year, I discovered the joy in BL. That kept me for a year. I spent most of my hours reading manga BL. I wake up 2 AM just to read BL and go straight to school at 7. In other words, I only get 3 hrs of sleep everyday just to read BL. There are few BL novels I've read with depth and profoundness. Words of the authors that are well versed which itches a part of your chest. And I really wanted to tell my friends about these... but I can't.

I can't recommend any more novels/books/manga to my friends and neither can I accept their recommendations because I am held down by the fact that I read "BL". I am already having trouble reading 'normal' books. And it's lonely. I enjoy the company of my friends and it would have been greater if we enjoy the same things. It just feels lonely that I can't enjoy the same things they read, and it's lonelier that I can't share the joy I've felt with BL.

    Weiwei January 16, 2018 9:53 am

    i can understand

    otaku nerd January 16, 2018 10:11 am

    damm , i relate so much to that ,
    but my friends have always have different tastes to begin with , even songs , i no longer share with them , they sometimes laughed out how i hate shopping so much and prefer to read a manga ,

    maybe internet friends are present for that reason , but i can understand the void you r talking about , college is indeed hard for me too , and finding a similar manga person or otaku or even loving bl is nearly impossible , but i vent to interent i guess ?


    can i recommend you a manga i love so much ? BL
    golden days
    seven days

    it has the " itches part in your chest " you r talking about (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    but im used to being lonely , honestly pushing myself too hard for interests that arent mine is EXHAUSTING ,do what you love , and find ppl on the way , you will find them ....i hope

    fightinggg(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    hypergargalesthesia January 16, 2018 11:10 am
    i can understand Weiwei

    *bro fist*

    hypergargalesthesia January 16, 2018 11:12 am
    damm , i relate so much to that ,but my friends have always have different tastes to begin with , even songs , i no longer share with them , they sometimes laughed out how i hate shopping so much and prefer to ... @otaku nerd

    Thank you for these motivating words.
    I've already read them, by the way.

    Yes. I'll find people on my way. :) We will. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Yasii January 16, 2018 11:54 am

    you're not alone.. like i also really wanna post yaoi updates and some bl stuffs on my personal fb and ig but CAN't.

    Stop It. Get Some Help. January 16, 2018 12:39 pm

    Ah, it's like the opposite of me.
    I just attended college too, but in the college I got one friend who's fujoshi too in my class, but you know what?
    sometimes our taste are different you know what I'm sayin' She discovered yaoi one years ago, and me 6 years ago, so I'm more hardcore than her, maybe that's why lol
    So I just hope you can find your friends that you looking for soon.

    Gohan007 January 16, 2018 1:59 pm

    i feel the same all people are not same and some feel prejudice against it so i keep it to myself but i can be afree bird in this site can express my views too

hypergargalesthesia January 3, 2018 3:40 pm

Hello, I can't remember the title of the manga.

They were a couple during Highschool. The seme was a baseball player and about to go pro. His mother was worried about his image so he asked the uke to break up with him. He did. The seme got married (and I think divorced later) and trying to get back with the uke.

Pls help with the title. TIA

hypergargalesthesia October 23, 2017 2:39 am

Imagine if there's an uncensored manhwa. :O

hypergargalesthesia August 23, 2017 7:57 am

I want manga where the uke controls the situation. Usually it's the seme who's manipulative and lures the uke into a trap; but I want a reverse!

hypergargalesthesia August 14, 2017 7:36 am

Manga where the seme is a jerk and left the uke, then years later the uke had his revenge.

    justme August 14, 2017 8:24 am

    Wanna know too

    Anonymous August 14, 2017 11:27 am

    following( ̄∇ ̄")

hypergargalesthesia June 16, 2017 10:38 pm

I have a freaking exam, which I have no certainty of passing without studying well, few hours from now. AND I'M STILL FCKING HERE. READING AND LOOKING AT DICKS OMFG SAVE ME

    Kaito.Hat June 16, 2017 10:46 pm

    RIP.

    Louise Iwaki June 16, 2017 10:47 pm

    ...same

    Unoriginal Artist June 16, 2017 10:56 pm

    I'm outta school for summer already

    Diana June 16, 2017 11:11 pm
    I'm outta school for summer already Unoriginal Artist

    me too~
    thank god

    marshell June 16, 2017 11:47 pm

    We are same dude. Lets just draw whats in our mind which is dick

    Frarkness June 17, 2017 12:07 am

    Ehm I have 3 written exams and an oral one next week that will decide my future and my university for September... So yeah...

    Tori June 17, 2017 12:31 am

    You guys have to study, and be a proud fujoshi and fudanshi! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Keep it June 17, 2017 12:34 am

    I feel ya ╥﹏╥

    kyaaa June 17, 2017 12:44 am

    do like i do and go on talent

    moan June 17, 2017 2:40 am
    You guys have to study, and be a proud fujoshi and fudanshi! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Tori

    ngnnnh. too tired. too stressed. rather fucking study dicks than study exams (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    elliemangago June 17, 2017 2:59 am

    Lmao im gonna say "sorry for your loss" already cause the future is quite obvious by now XD (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    hypergargalesthesia June 17, 2017 4:20 am

    I'm taking summer classes (advance class) ahaha. I think I did okay. I knew the answers for the 95 percent of the questions. Thank God for my stock knowledge. :3

    Anonymous June 17, 2017 5:49 am

    Great. I think your priority is set right

    hypergargalesthesia June 17, 2017 1:14 pm

    Maybe it's good to look at dicks before exams. They gave me a boost or something. HAHAHA. Idk for you guys. ヾ(☆▽☆)

hypergargalesthesia June 10, 2017 10:19 am

Ok. One of my friends sent me a hentai (hetero) manga, and told me it's pretty traumatizing....

The thing that I wanted to tell him... is the only shocking thing I saw is that... ONLY ONE PERSON HAS A DICK!!

And that concludes how corrupted I am. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
I think I got used to dicks and traumatizing sex scenes that things that should appear traumatizing doesn't feel traumatizing at all.

    ikancupang June 10, 2017 11:00 am

    LOL, i know how it feels. To be addicted to yaoi like i feel right when doing something wrong, and feels wrong when doing something right

hypergargalesthesia June 8, 2017 1:57 pm

This kind of plot may be rare, but do you guys know any yaoi where the uke didn't end up with the person he likes mainly bc the person he likes is straight and just can't see him as a sexual partner nor a romantic interest. In other words, yaoi that hurts... so bad.

I don't really like the idea of a sudden shift with partners. Like the uke found someone and those kind of cliche stuff. I want it to be like Hate Mate. He just can't get over with the person he loves.

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