Yup and i have been for years, but I slowly got used to it. I don't really stress about it anymore, if i love someone then I love someone. Whether it will happen to be a guy or a girl or an nb person it doesn't matter. That's why I call myself bi.
Ugh i feel like jooin will get together with yahwi but he treats him so horribly, that at this point i don't even care if he will get a redemption arc tbh. I really hope he will end up with Cain