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Really dumb shared experience about tried to kill yourself
I tried jumping of the balcony, i couldn't do it. I just lost someone I know to suicide that time and I was honestly scared. Not in the fact that I was gonna die or the pain, but rather what happens after I die. Will everyone just forget about me? That person hung himself, he was 8 years older than me and was my brothers best friend. After that no ......