For crying out loud, get your head out of your ass, stop the constant bullying and guilt tripping and acknowledge, that you have feelings for the guy!!
I'm kind of convinced by now, that the author must have a history of narcissistic partners. And I bet, she unsuccessfully tried to change them.
A link, anyone? (=・ω・=)
they update simultaneously to the eng translation so there's no more than 6 eps in the raws too