
yuri recommendations for you before i go to bed bc i saw your comment on the question :))) i hope you can enjoy these for a month or more bc its quite a few recs mwah
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/that_time_i_was_blackmailed_by_the_class_s_green_tea_bitch/ (the name is aggresive but i 100% recommend)
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/can_i_kiss_you/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/whispering_you_a_love_song/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gentle_flutters/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/itd_would_be_great_if_you_didnt_exist/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/living_will/ (incredibly good but i cried like a bitch)
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_ga_shinu_made_koi_wo_shitai/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/purple/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nagoya_a_business_trip_and_a_lovers_talk/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_m_an_elite_angel_but_i_m_troubled_by_an_impregnable_high_school_girl/

This is insane. She went through grief and was going to put him through that too knowing how it feels. Oh well, I, glad she at least acknowledged that she shouldn’t have done that. I do get wanting to die and join her loved ones though. This truly is heartbreaking.
When will things get better? Will it ever get better?
In sia's defense, she was grieving after loosing her mother, unborn brother and older brother. In that state with the physical mind of a child she couldn't think of anything bit herself and her grief ╥﹏╥.
In a way she was kinda suicidal with it, she knew it was poisoned but still kept on eating eat even while coughing up blood.