
This is insane. She went through grief and was going to put him through that too knowing how it feels. Oh well, I, glad she at least acknowledged that she shouldn’t have done that. I do get wanting to die and join her loved ones though. This truly is heartbreaking.
When will things get better? Will it ever get better?

In sia's defense, she was grieving after loosing her mother, unborn brother and older brother. In that state with the physical mind of a child she couldn't think of anything bit herself and her grief ╥﹏╥.
In a way she was kinda suicidal with it, she knew it was poisoned but still kept on eating eat even while coughing up blood.
Also if evil, why hot? Talking about that strategist from the enemy kingdom. That man is fineee!
I know a new important character when I see him. It’s the dangly earring and majestic face for me.