AHHHHHHH IM SO HAPPPPYYY WE FINALLLY MADE SOME PROGRESS!!!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEIR RELATIONSHIP DEVELOP
i just decided to catch up since i saw the new chapter but it’s been a year??? maybe i should let this marinate again. and why did that damned blond bastard show up, but usually it means luke isn’t too far behind so ig he’s good for something. plus all they ever talk about is luke and im grasping at any mentions of luke :/
this is actually insane lmfaoooo. first chapter i thought she was the crazy one but ig they match each others freak
i feel like i read the novel….or at least the first chapter
this is the type of manhwa you read when it’s completed or when the main issue is kinda resolved or something because it’s just too hectic
YESSSS HES BACKKKK!!! the dumasss. istg if they pull amnesia or something like that on me im gonna lose it. i just want the author to chill with the obstacle tropes like 10 years is enough. also he’s definitely lively 88. but now i’ll wait for maybe 10 more chapters….
dropping this manhwa isn’t enough, i need to forget about it. its only 5 chapters in and the fucking trashy ml already has a road to redemption set. and she’s gonna “he’s never acted like this before...” her way into forgiving him. IM SO FUCKING MAD. I HATE HIM, I HATE THE PLOT, I HATE THAT I KEPT READING. I HATE THAT I KNOW IT EXISTS URGH
urgh im all caught up and i did not understand that last bit
it’s really easy to figure out why the fl is acting the way that she is by simply opening your eyes and reading. have y’all never heard of trauma?? of fawning?? or freezing?? it can be a tricky thing, and hers just happened to manifest in a way where she desperately wants love and thats not crazy considering how she GREW UP??? ITS ALSO 18 CHAPTERS IN AND WE HAVE YET TO MEET ONE SINGLE FRIEND OF HERS??? NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT SHE STILL BLAMES HERSELF FOR HER MOTHER’S DEATH??? HELLOO?? the fl has childhood trauma, abandonment issues, lacks self-worth, self-preservation, and she’s a hardcore people pleaser—which again, not very surprising. also, they're quite literally all she’s ever known so ofc she has yet to do anything. maybe she’s holding on until the wedding and thinks this isn’t that much and that it’s only a few months away. or shes doing this for her mother because after she leaves what other traces will she have of hers left?? the ml also mentioned how their shareholders weren't happy because of failed marriage rumors, imagine what will happen if an “ungrateful” orphan decided to cut ties with her family after they've done so much for her (and this doesn’t even have to be possible as long as she believes that she’s getting a second chance and she can’t fuck this up, it’ll still be a hurdle) but ml’s family can easily call off the marriage as they repeatedly said they don't care who he marries, unless it jeopardizes them.
tho i do think that the author is building up to her leaving or at least staying at a hotel or something. i don’t think she can survive that long tbh, but maybe she will idk. either way, if she leaves or stays, i’d still like her because my girl is just trying to survive and i can’t wait to see her grow confidence and build healthy relationships!!
ah it was just a recap BUT YESSSS MY BABIESS ARE BACKKK
izar blushes just cause he's shy and his relationship with his stepsister/cousin was never like this. and to him she just survived an attempt so he's trying to be better. i am hoping the author doesn't go the route of him developing feelings for her but anyways i love him. and how did we not get a scene of them reuniting after she returned, her thanking him, or him checking on her. urgh i love their sibling dynamic so much. i hope she notices that he’s getting abused soon. i think it’ll lead to the death of his father or something—like his downfall. anyways the fl is so funny lmfaooo. i died at the scene of her “rejecting” clover’s love—honestly i find all of her scenes with clover funny.
i’m hoping he’s actually in love with her but so far i like it
i like that cedin is the ml but the reason why his development is lacking and all that is because the author is setting up for a huge reveal. it makes sense that the fl is operating the way that she is because she already knows which characters to be wary of. she’s not concerned about cedin because she’s stronger than him and he’s not from this world. he’s also the first person she liked so she’s also biased towards him. from the way that he’s setup, it’s obvious that he will be someone from her past or the curse. hes the only unfamiliar thing. but he could also be another enemy of hers that thing is using or he loved her in one of her regressions.
anyway, i just love the characterization of renee so much and i love that cedin is the ml. their dynamic is also one of my favorites—hot + badass gf x pretty + loser bf!! the only thing i’m complaining about is that the novel and the manhwa are at the same place and there’s no way i can get more chapters quickly :(
so he’s gonna kill her and she’s gonna time travel?? or will she be stuck in this timeline and taken as a prisoner??? urghh. i don’t wanna see her beg yet. and i actually want this attitude of hers to never go away (minus the ruthlessness)
don’t get me wrong i love a slow burn as much as the next person BUT WHEN ARE THEY GONNA F*** AND K**** AND H*** AND CONFESS??? do i seriously need to look for fanfics rn??? LIKE ATP ANY SORT OF CONFIRMATION WILL BE NICE(besides the occasional long glances and the little lines of blush). and that man needs to blush moreeee. then again they do have trauma from their exes—hate them for that but i’m so glad they’re exes.
i’m gonna look for the novel and if there is one, i’ll look for spoilers cause no way can i continue this with them ending up together. no way.