izar blushes just cause he's shy and his relationship with his stepsister/cousin was never like this. and to him she just survived an attempt so he's trying to be better. i am hoping the author doesn't go the route of him developing feelings for her but anyways i love him. and how did we not get a scene of them reuniting after she returned, her thanking him, or him checking on her. urgh i love their sibling dynamic so much. i hope she notices that he’s getting abused soon. i think it’ll lead to the death of his father or something—like his downfall. anyways the fl is so funny lmfaooo. i died at the scene of her “rejecting” clover’s love—honestly i find all of her scenes with clover funny.
i like that cedin is the ml but the reason why his development is lacking and all that is because the author is setting up for a huge reveal. it makes sense that the fl is operating the way that she is because she already knows which characters to be wary of. she’s not concerned about cedin because she’s stronger than him and he’s not from this world. he’s also the first person she liked so she’s also biased towards him. from the way that he’s setup, it’s obvious that he will be someone from her past or the curse. hes the only unfamiliar thing. but he could also be another enemy of hers that thing is using or he loved her in one of her regressions.
anyway, i just love the characterization of renee so much and i love that cedin is the ml. their dynamic is also one of my favorites—hot + badass gf x pretty + loser bf!! the only thing i’m complaining about is that the novel and the manhwa are at the same place and there’s no way i can get more chapters quickly :(
don’t get me wrong i love a slow burn as much as the next person BUT WHEN ARE THEY GONNA F*** AND K**** AND H*** AND CONFESS??? do i seriously need to look for fanfics rn??? LIKE ATP ANY SORT OF CONFIRMATION WILL BE NICE(besides the occasional long glances and the little lines of blush). and that man needs to blush moreeee. then again they do have trauma from their exes—hate them for that but i’m so glad they’re exes.
i’m gonna look for the novel and if there is one, i’ll look for spoilers cause no way can i continue this with them ending up together. no way.
okay so (SPOILERS). there really isn’t no happy needing (in my opinion). and the author didn’t do any side stories. she ends up loving him but she still hates him and she still wants to carry on with her revenge and so she does it by ending her life, since he loves her too/hatred. she tells him not to look for her in another life and he agrees. the ml (hate him so much ohmygod) dies alone and ugly and old. then the mf has the audacity to return back time (idk if he did it or if “god/author” did it). he thinks it’s a dream and he’s a kid again back to when they were still engaged and he goes to fl and asks if she’s his fiancée and it ends there!
ah it was just a recap BUT YESSSS MY BABIESS ARE BACKKK