
i just decided to catch up since i saw the new chapter but it’s been a year??? maybe i should let this marinate again. and why did that damned blond bastard show up, but usually it means luke isn’t too far behind so ig he’s good for something. plus all they ever talk about is luke and im grasping at any mentions of luke :/

oh god the translation is shitty but i was so scared that the male lead she’s running away from would also be our ml and i was so happy when the blonde haired guy was revealed. oh god i thought this would be another fl who hates the ml but then gets with him in the end. oh im so so happy i could cry

dropping this manhwa isn’t enough, i need to forget about it. its only 5 chapters in and the fucking trashy ml already has a road to redemption set. and she’s gonna “he’s never acted like this before...” her way into forgiving him. IM SO FUCKING MAD. I HATE HIM, I HATE THE PLOT, I HATE THAT I KEPT READING. I HATE THAT I KNOW IT EXISTS URGH

it’s really easy to figure out why the fl is acting the way that she is by simply opening your eyes and reading. have y’all never heard of trauma?? of fawning?? or freezing?? it can be a tricky thing, and hers just happened to manifest in a way where she desperately wants love and thats not crazy considering how she GREW UP??? ITS ALSO 18 CHAPTERS IN AND WE HAVE YET TO MEET ONE SINGLE FRIEND OF HERS??? NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT SHE STILL BLAMES HERSELF FOR HER MOTHER’S DEATH??? HELLOO?? the fl has childhood trauma, abandonment issues, lacks self-worth, self-preservation, and she’s a hardcore people pleaser—which again, not very surprising. also, they're quite literally all she’s ever known so ofc she has yet to do anything. maybe she’s holding on until the wedding and thinks this isn’t that much and that it’s only a few months away. or shes doing this for her mother because after she leaves what other traces will she have of hers left?? the ml also mentioned how their shareholders weren't happy because of failed marriage rumors, imagine what will happen if an “ungrateful” orphan decided to cut ties with her family after they've done so much for her (and this doesn’t even have to be possible as long as she believes that she’s getting a second chance and she can’t fuck this up, it’ll still be a hurdle) but ml’s family can easily call off the marriage as they repeatedly said they don't care who he marries, unless it jeopardizes them.
tho i do think that the author is building up to her leaving or at least staying at a hotel or something. i don’t think she can survive that long tbh, but maybe she will idk. either way, if she leaves or stays, i’d still like her because my girl is just trying to survive and i can’t wait to see her grow confidence and build healthy relationships!!
AHHHHHHH IM SO HAPPPPYYY WE FINALLLY MADE SOME PROGRESS!!!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEIR RELATIONSHIP DEVELOP