
oh god i need to come back in two years. she's such a frustrating character. why is it that everytime they ask her questions she just stares at them blankly and lets herself end up in unnecessary situations?? she doesn't speak up to clarify anything. AND ITS THINGS THAT COULD POTENTIALLY STAND IN THE WAY OF SAVING HIM?? LIKE HELLLO??? SHES ALSO SOO SLOW!!
but i guess this is more realistic or whatever. like doing a complete flip would've been too jarring especially since she still has some childhood trauma but man that kid is gonna die again if she don't change or something!

at first when the mother called her creepy i was like sure that was a little weird but she’s just a little kid and a few chapters later??? i get it. but i do still blame the mother and the father (maybe even the bio mom cause the kid was off from the jump) and i support women’s wrongs istg i do but not when the wrong is just plain creepy AND SHES JUST SO SCARYYY GET ME OUT OF HERE
man the main couple had me soooo fucking stressed but thank god they know how to communicate tho before i could even dwell in the happiness of them getting together i then started stressing over the 2nd. and i read this all in one night btw.
but thank god i stopped reading this a while back and i waited for it to pile up bcs the will-they-wont-they goes crazyyyyy