Me: i think mizuno is autistic!
The crowd starts booing and violently throwing rotten produce at me, when someone in the back row stands up.
"He's right!" the man says.
Everyone turns to stare at the stranger... Its... Mizuno?!
I saw the tragedy tag and i was like "i cant do this" but some of the comments said it had a happy ending. It does, but I'm so heartbroken that the original Amemori-san is gone forever. His new self will never truly be the same charming, flirtatious bastard. I'm glad he's living life for himself now, though. Now he's with Yui by his choice alone, and he really did still fall in love with Yui without the prophetic dreams. But oh fuck did i cry so much. I'm STILL crying! Getting my stupid blanket wet. I miss the old Amemori-san so much
I like to believe that the old Amemori-san is somewhere in there. Because he didn't have those dreams, he didn't have something to look forward to in the future. And so he was focused on his parents' tragedy instead, which is what changed him. With enough time, he will relax and his heart will "thaw" like his ex said. Then he will return to the Amemori we know and love. At least, that's what I choose to believe. I believe we all have a "true" self which is who we are deep down. Negative experiences and messages from the world teach us not to be our true selves until we can peel back the layers of hurt and trauma and be free again.
Thats so true thank u :( you're right, i can see him slowly becoming his old self as he reajusts to having a healthy happy relationship
I never see manga with trigger warnings before chapters. This was so refreshing to see (and was good to be informed ahead!) Thank u so much <333
Honestly like.... the realism of two traumatized teenage boys who processed childhood sexual assult differently was like. Comforting? Like Takano became emotionally vulnerable and hated women, while Aoi became emotionally closed off and developed an obsession with "feeling good like a woman." The parallels of their trauma outcomes is so real. Like.... idk. No one experiences trauma the same way and i feel like this manga highlighted that very well
I do honestly believe that Aoi loves Takano, but he is so emotionally disconnected from others that he doesn't know how to process those feelings. He thinks his desire to be with Takano is lust, because, well, he doesn't see love as anything but inherently sexual. He understands that Takano is special to him, but doesnt quite believe that love exists at all, due to his experience as a child. He doesnt see Takano as a "human dildo," he just is slow at showing and experiencing emotional vulnerability. Anyway gay rights, the title sucks and doesnt give the actual story justice
thats the perfect sumary of this story, this manga is so difrent and yea the name sucks..... in a bad way
The only thing missing is their wedding Whats with yall hating the ending? Sorry you hate to see a lesbian girlboss succeed