philomela

I have been searching for this manga for ages and you guys are my last hope.

Boys Love
Highschoolers
Childhood friends
Yakuza?/ gang

Uke(blondish brown) is part of yakuza family and childhood friends with Top (black hair).
Tops name is Ryuu. Him and the Uke get into fist fights a lot.

Basically it's about how they already jerk off together lol and then slowly realize that they like each other.

One day they get called for a fight. Uke wants the Top to be able to go on a date with a girl and goes to the fight alone..
Gets beat up.
Top finds out and rushes to help and leaves the girl (who was actually somehow part of the other gang).
He only finds the uke a bit beat up later and they talk, fuck and make up.

Pls...pleeeease somebody pls remember this somehow and know what I'm talking about.
There is this super cute scene where the uke falls asleep in his hood at the side of the bed and the top is stealing a kiss hehe

The style ain't that old and rather soft. Uke has a pretty oval face... I dont know how to describe this xD