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Now I know I can't ask people online about my sexuality. But I've been questioning for a long time now. Sometimes I feel like I'm faking it. Problem is I'm scared to go on dates with men. I don't have a past of having something horrible happen to me, thank God but I just am scared, not to mention confused as to what do i want. My friends having boyfriends make me jealous. But I'm not jealous of them, i just want something like them. I am repulsed by men. I'm repulsed when I think I have to sleep with a man. I'm 23. I shouldn't be. But I am okay with women(atleast I think so.) I know I'm not gay for women completely because I've had crushes on boys before. I've also thought about whether I could be an ace, but I'm not.
The conflict is whether I'm bisexual or it's just a phase. I've had crushes on women before and I know my type in women and men both. But I just can't tell whether it's a phase or I really am bisexual. Some opinions would be helpful. :(