okay so some ppl might say this isn't rape cuz mc could have fought off or something else but just because he's sexually freaky af (like at the beginning where he acted drunk to be "raped") but there is literally a huge difference between these 2 scenes. He genuinely seems disgusted and maybe it is just how his body became idk man i say its rape
whew...i am not ready for the ending just yet ugh this is so beautiful i cant believe the story is completed