The moment Mokyeon tells nanjo stuff like:
"are you really mine now?
this chapter was a whirl of emotions but i think yeah, mokyeon has to be the one to end it. he will never have a chance to love nanjo and nanjo returning his feelings if all the pretenses of a "contract" are still up. it needs to end. and after some time, mokyeon needs to go to nanjo on his own accord, come clean and tell nanjo he never cared about sunhwa, and that this time he wants to court nanjo bc his feelings are genuine, and nanjo is too precious for him to just tiptoe around on a contract he never rly cared for outside getting closer to nanjo.
tldr he needs to woo nanjo without being bound to a contract so he can win nanjo's heart in earnest and nanjo would also finally give in to his budding (and confused) feelings , however small, for mokyeon. they need to start over.
My siblings r worth a Big Mac
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Wont include 2 with the same couple. Not a fan of pwp, romantisized rape, dubcon, blackmail, infedelity, pedophilia, incest, etc.
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My siblings r worth a Big Mac
BUT these r the BEST BLs and ones with lots of potential. List has a bit of everything - HIDDEN GEMS, fluff, drama, action, horror, psychological and is always updating with some moved to 2nd top tier bl list.
Wont include 2 with the same couple. Not a fan of pwp, romantisized rape, dubcon, blackmail, infedelity, pedophilia, incest, etc.
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YOU'D MAKE ME RLLY HAPPY BY RECOMMENDING THIS LIST :))
man i want the other guy as bottom, that rich powerful mf too cocky he needa take it from the back
what happens next is: theyre gonna try to hv some threesome again right? but, well, the dynamic has gotten kinda awkward now bc mokyeon who was always so dommy in these plays is just so out of rhythm. so in the 3some, he doesn't take the lead no not bc he doesn't want to , but because he can't. and it shows in his face. it shows that hes hurt and conflicted bc he was reminded that he was never even a choice in the first place. i mean, he was the one who said to nanjo "dont worry ab it i get bored easily" but look how that worked out. he fell in love.
so what i think is gonna happen is hes def gonna be looking away and stuff and will have this very sad kicked puppy face all throughout nanjo trying to top sunghwa and nanjo is not even paying attention much to twink cos hes looking over at mok too and he feels this tug in his heart and he doesnt quite understand why. at most he feels pity for mokyeon bc its p obvious that despite everything, he actly DOES have a soft spot for mok.. i think after this 3some, mokyeon kinda backs away from nanjo and nanjo this time might be the one to start asking questions ab what he actually feels for the taller guy. why the fuck am i writing a fanfic here jfc
bro those were teary eyes!!!!. hes so hyperaware of his overflowing feelings for nanjo that he doesnt want to be hated or want nanjo to think hes disgusting BRO IS TURNING INTO A PATHETIC TOP
i even went and tried to ask the author on twt if he cried but i got some replies from other folk (not author though
FUCK I NEED THEM TO FUCKING KISS RIGHT FUCKING NOW.
Nanjo already has a growing soft spot for Mok and he doesnt even realize it. The way he can laugh a lot now too around him means he is comfortable already with him, even kinda spoils him (w giving him that random hug and esp w that odd piercing gift), he indulges mok in his antics and idek if hes even doing that anymore just to keep the deal… Maybe he’s actually just a sweetheart who loves spoiling people (born to be sugar daddy) but No, i gen think he’s slowly liking mok now but he’ll only realize it when they stop seeing eo perhaps..
REGARDLESS I NEED THEM TO FUCKING KISS
here to say they remind me sm of Phainon and Mydei from hsr ughhh phainon and andrew fucking clingy ass puppy tops GET OFF YOUR MAN FOR A BIT !!!¡
Leo is such a goddamn leo. Like if anybody asks what are leos (zodiac) like, show them Driver’s High Leo bc this is the most barebones leo mf ever. Attention whore very extra drama queens
am i the only one who likes the 2nd couple more and doesnt rly gaf ab the 1st couple anymore?
i rly liked the 1st couple when they first started out but the 1st seme gets so pushy and needy and the feels like uke jus gives in too easily, how they got tgt was p inorganic imo.. felt convenient and unearned and while they r cute now i jus think their story rn is just too mundane. 2nd couple needs a lot more development and i always enjoy "unrequited love finally finds new love" trope the best
top is licking the bottom's hole in latest chap and its shounen ai?? bro whats up
bruh why is the mc so ugly.. one thing i dont get is his looks r gassed up every other fcking chapter but i dont see it i wish i did… hes legitimately (or rather the artstyle of the shorter(?) characters) are jus ugly… but jayed is so handsome and goodlooking he looks like he doesnt even belong in this mahnwa bc he has a diff artstyle idk
its prob the weird droopy eyes that jus looks ugly to me
i love them smmmmm and they clearly touch and look at each other like theyre the only two ppl in the world, with so much tender love. For all the talking back and forth that they love to do, why is there no WORDS OF AFFIRMATION. SAY IT SAY SARANGHAE WTFFFF these two make me insane
i love them smmmmm and they clearly touch and look at each other like theyre the only two ppl in the world, with so much tender love. For all the talking back and forth that they love to do, why is there no WORDS OF AFFIRMATION. SAY IT SAY SARANGHAE WTFFFF these two make me insane
this story is flawed in many ways, and while idt it fails in characterization (the characters r both beautifully complex and fleshed out), it def falls short in storytelling, evident in the way most of us were confused about the sequence of events and the convoluted timeline in which the story was told. Even in my reread, desperate to make sense of the proper timeline of things, I was still a bit confused
but the thing i appreciate about it is the raw dynamic of the two, the story was ab how two broken people who found each other, too jaded to yield to any complicated feelings that might possibly sprout from their odd "relationship", but unexpectedly found solace and comfort w each other, enough to mend their broken hearts despite all the denials. another thing about the two is they are both very similar to each other and idk if they realize that... but bc of this similarity, the way they develop is pretty complex and slowburn because bruh they liked to play 5d chess w each other and talk in riddles the tension was always insane!!!
BUT THEN BOOM Ending happened and holyshit that was beautiful, but also blueballing. like wdym the moment they finally dropped all pretenses and made it fully requited the story ends??????
Now for the raws... jesus christ in heaven.. its crazy how different their dynamic was from the first chapters - always on guard, always one-upping each other, sarcastic, snarky, fully guarded
to
very sweet and tender w each other.. crazy how these two are very verbose but has never outright said " i love you" to eo yet (im looking at u damon!!) yet u can very much see how much they are deeply in love w eo from those tender touches... the way they kiss, the way they jus brush the bangs, or kiss the palm or fingers of the other... or when damon jus draws circles on colton's skin.. like no malice intended? it just screams "OLD MARRIED LOVE" and so it makes me wanna internally scream because THIS , this is what we were robbed off the main story... AND AFTER YEARS WE R FINALLY SEEING THE FUCKING PAY OFF