All about the love's feed

Boy u know I gotta say if my mom didn't look after me and acted cold to me from 10 yrs and th n suddenly she started to smile and all that without us knowing what happened for her to have changed like that... I wouldn't hate her but I wouldn't trust her either I'd have think she has an ulterior motive to do something to me other me on her good side
But the reason I wouldn't hate her is bcs she didn't abuse me physically

I feel for the mother too at such an young age she got pregnant, her husband went to war with his father, the father cme bk dead but the husband was missing and said to be dead, for months she waited with the husband's relative telling her all sort of nonscense, she finally dicided to listen to the husband's family to carry the father's funeral suddenly the husband barged in with a tun of blood on him, she was traumatized and then soon after had to give birth and bcs her son looked like we husband her didn't like him
Soo she was traumatized huh, they all brushed it off and said she wanted space and sent her to a place, so how did the love parting part come in I dnt rlly get it though I've read it

Did she neglect her son to attend parties, or did she do it bcs she was traumatized by what happened when she was pregnant?or did she attend parties to forget about what happened when she was pregnant and still didn't want to look after her son?

U know if I was her and I saw hw much my sister had suffered on and on going threw miscarriages I wouldn't have neglected my child and then realized it was a bitched up thing to do the moment I die, goodness suppose she didn't cme bk