
Which chapter was the piercing topic? I don't remember well what Natsuki said about it and now I don't understand why Chika is jealous hahsjsjhs did Natsuki and the dude who pierced him had something?

Ch. 14 was when it was mentioned. It was around the time where Motochika was also feeling uneasy about the future of their relationship since Natsuki decided to stay with his mom, so hearing the story about Natsuki letting a random classmate pierce his ear set him on edge and made him jealous (it's essentially a daily reminder of another guy leaving his "mark" lol). So the fact that Natsuki was able to coincidentally meet up with the same guy again years later and even attend the same school as him was triggering for Chika lol But no, Natsuki and that guy never dated or anything.

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I really appreciate works where bottoms are manly but I didn't like the rape scene as well when they mix sex scenes with their memories as childs it's weird hdjajdh also it has some cliches and it's weird the fact Yuma saw him as something like his child??? and then his lover i mean i don't think it's that bad but just weird anyway characters were cute specially Yuma, after all I kinda liked it<3 we need more manly bottoms !!

I felt the same about how the childhood memories were mixed in with the smut scenes. I stopped reading for a while cause i thought it was too weird but i just finished and i still wished the artist did something to make Shizuya look like a college student and not a middle schooler. I love when the bottom is buff but Shuzuya still looked like a child

Y'know this was one of first BL mangas I'd read and I remember I really liked him but now that I re-read it... I don't like it that much. I still love Nozomi, he's SUPER cute and I really adore his relationship with Tatsuyuki BUT idk this kind of plot is not for me i guess?? I like more fluffy things for BL. It' kinda curious because I really like these kind of topics about traumas and serious topics in plots BUT idk i feel like in this was kinda romanticized?? Also Nozomi fucked Tatsuyuki and recorded it without his permission and that's kinda creep. But sex scenes are great and still, characters are nice! So I'm kinda conflicted rn lol

I think it wasn't exactly "rape" like... both of them wanted to do it that but Tatsuyuki imagined Nozomi and the other dude imagined Tatsuyuki's father ?? I'm conflicted, idk if it's incorrect judging the manga by "moral and legal things" when this obviously is an story about YAKUZA, mafia and stuff... it still makes me uncomfortable tho
bruh Gozu is too hot thanks author for this amazing fanservice