
I can't wait for the next chapter. Will spoil myself in raws. Ein x Diesel is my naughty heart's otp <3
Also... quit being all bitter salty in the comments. You don't own the story and you're not a fucking saint that needs to teach everyone else how to enjoy yaoi.
I'm tired of reading shitty comments instead of the ones fangirling around with me.

I agree. In all honesty, I’m not thrilled with Disel’s story, but I stopped reading it and end of story. I don’t trash it just because it isn’t to my liking. We all have different taste. And isn’t wornderful that we have all types of stories for everyone? I am very satisfied with the first half that I’m glad that there is a second for others to enjoy. All I see lately is hate against- 1) the story 2) the crappy translation 3) the quality of images, and people loving mcs. Like enough already! Why hate something that we’re not paying for, we’re lucky to have it in English and free?! Whatever happened to respecting each other? :( I’m sorry I’m using your response to vent but enough is enough. We already have Tom much hate in our society to add more to this area that should be fun full of manga readers :(

Grr I absolitely hate when Nemu does this. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ He gets all anxious and insecure all by himself wondering if Maya(who literally says it all the time) still loves him, shuts Maya off when he is trying that hard and then he just blames it on Maya and makes Maya that sad all the time when he himself never said he loves Maya.
( ̄へ ̄)Ok, Ruka said that it is hard to keep the motivation for love but IT IS TRUE he said he liked Maya BUT SAID IT WASN'T ROMANTICALLY and even thought he may be manipulative it is not the first time Nemu behaved like this with Maya and it always because of some dumb shit he assumes all by himself.
(╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸For fucks sake MAYA TRIED TO CUT TIES WITH RUKA TWICE FOR NEMU NOW and NEMU ALWAYS SAYS "DON'T DO IT AFTER ALL".
Sorry for ranting but I RLY WANT TO BITCH SLAP NEMUGASA RN.(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Nemu knows that he shouldnt feel it that way, he hates himself for that but he couldnt help feeling frustrated and anxious toward Maya. So that is why he asked for a break time to think about it.
Dont blame for feeling insecure, even when Ruka said that IT WASN'T ROMANTICALLY, how could you believe him? I understand why Nemu gets super insecure when he heard that.

The story has a dark atmosphere that goes from the very beginning to the very last page just like the good psychological thrillers do. All of the characters are bittersweet and even the open ending fits in with the whole thing. It is beautiful, disturbing and the mcs are both pretty messed up but I like it.... do I like it? Really? I don't know. But even with an open ending. I feel satisfied right now.
AND THE BISHOP DIES IN THE MOST GRUESOME AND PAINFUL WAY POSSIBLE. HE DESERVES IT. SIGMUND IS FUCKING DISGUSTING.