luv4ri's Things

Im very worried, like this site is kinda like MY EVERYTHING
idk what to even do, i hope this one sticks FOREVER PLEASE ╥﹏╥

in the manhwas they make it seem like FIREWORKS and everything
coming from someones whos never had it, IS THE BAR TOO HIGH AFTER READING SO MANY BLS?

Is it werid that im in my mid 20s and I just want to do my own thing
I mean like it looks like it would be fun having someone, but i just can't picture myself being in a relationship where everyone around me is buying a house or having kids
I just enjoy reading manga and webtoons, i love to play games and watch kpop content while im not working
After being hurt by my one and only "situationship"
I just don't feel the need to rush into things or look
I do fantasize me being with someone, but its like thats in my mind LOL
I just kinda like where i am? but then im scared cuz im closing all the doors i won't find someone later in life..

is this normal (⊙…⊙ )

maybe i'm going thru quarter life crisis, but right now it feels like i'm not living if that makes sense.
I work eat read/watch videos sleep repeat.
Time seems to fly, i dont see myself dating anyone or having kids till im in my early 30s so i'm lonely but im in no rush?
But it feels really depressing if this is how the rest of my life will be like, just an endless cycle of working till death..
Does anyone else feel this way or is it just me..