じんし January 13, 2025 1:44 am

We know that when Ido bonded with Sejin in the first time line, he got all Sejin's memories and feelings. I'm guessing here, but is that why Ido went to the study? Because he could feel Sejin's conviction to die but didn't get there in time to stop him?? That's been on my mind a lot... I couldn't even imagine experiencing something like that.... Sure 1st life Ido was the bad guy. I don't minimize what he did. I just think that's why Ido is so messed up in this time line. Bad guy or not, that was trauma....
Anywho back to first life and my second question- He realized how wrong he was about everything and how horribly he hurt Sejin after the bond but too little to late. Does the story ever touch on how Sejin reacted to Ido's memories? And no. I'm not victim blaming in any way. I'm just wondering if the story acknowledges Sejin realizing Ido didn't send his brother to r.pe him, seeing how betrayed Ido felt with him sabotaging his business for his father, and living with the guilt Ido felt everyday (as they would then feel each other's emotions) after the forced bond. Sejin was the victim here, so I can't imagine the living hell of being trapped in each other's mental misery on top of living through everything he went through. I'm wondering if the novel addresses any of that, or if it's just 'Sejin broke mentally...'

じんし January 10, 2025 5:30 am

That has got to be one of the worst season endings I've ever seen. it screams, "I forgot where I was going with this....."

じんし January 10, 2025 2:23 am

There's so many holes left in the story. I read it, hoping my views on it would change but it hasn't. And no. I could never make peace with them stripping Yeon-woo of his balls. Like seriously... narratively, what was the point? Medically, it's not as passive as having a third nipple. He would need hormone replacement therapy for the rest of his life. Depending on the genetic abnormality, he wouldn't even have a fully formed penis. He does. Fine. It's possible, but he wouldn't be able to get an erection without the hrt. There could have been an incredible story including that struggle, but instead it feels like a rug pull to make him a typical "female with a penis" that BL does. Let's not add in the character assassination of Shin in the last few chapters with his hella inappropriate treatment of a seriously injured and retraumatized person. Then there's everything else- does stepmom get arrested for conspiracy for assisting her son in the kidnapping of Yeon-woo. Does the dad have any accountability? Does Shin take over the family's business? Do things get better between him and grandpa? Yeon-woo and his family... Their response to all of this? Handled better, this could have been a great story. It's sad the ball was dropped like this.

じんし January 7, 2025 6:42 pm

I made the mistake of reading this in the lobby of my doctor's office. I couldn't care less who saw me blushing and giggling.... Omg.... That was so good. And baby girl said Dada and Papa. Kyaaaaaa!!!!!

じんし January 6, 2025 3:53 pm

I liked the art of the beginning chapters. The change in coloring/shading is taking a bit to get used to.

じんし January 5, 2025 10:55 am

I don't want the train wreck that's coming, but I want to get it over with

    YinTheOne January 5, 2025 12:42 pm

    Tell me

    bl marathon everynight January 5, 2025 3:21 pm

    Tell me two

    じんし January 6, 2025 12:48 am
    Tell me YinTheOne

    Well.....
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    For the TLDR- Kwon eventually bonds with Sejin and Sejin gets all the horrid memories of their lives together in their first life. He ends up leaving Kwon. After some months apart and therapy, he starts seeing Kwon. They are bonded so breaking up isn't really an option.

    A more detailed spoiler

    Kwon eventually bites Sejin and bonds with him. Because bonded partners share emotions and memories, Sejin gets all off the memories to their first life together. He gets offered to Kwon and Kwon treats him horribly. He's dismissive... puts him in the smallest room and a tiny bathroom with just a standing shower. He's denied a tub to take a bath. He stays loyal to his family desperate for that affection & acceptance, but ends up the sacrifice getting sent to jail for Haeshin's downfall. Kwon eventually gets him out. He steals Kwon's work info giving it to his dad. Because of a genuine mistake/miscalculation on Kwon's side while he was out of town- telling his brother he has a gift at his home waiting him, Ijung goes to his house. He meant the evidence to put Ijung in jail for raping and abusing omegas. Ijung goes to Kwon's house and finds Sejin in heat. He thinks Sejin is the gift and brutally rapes & knots him. Because of Ijung's taunting during the assault, Sejin is convinced Kwon sent him on purpose to rape him and starts to break down. The house staff had been instructed not to monitor Sejin so they did not check on him during the assault. Kwon gets back home 3 days later, while in rut, and smells his brother's pheromones and sees the marks on Sejin. Sejin doesn't say he was raped. He's more like, yeah. It happened.. because he thought Ido sent Ijung to do it. Kwon, fueled by his rut, snaps thinking Sejin voluntarily slept with Ijung and brutally rapes Sejin as well. He also knots Sejin and forcibly bites & bonds with him. He gets all off Sejin's memories and emotions and realizes how much he misunderstood Sejin's upbringing/situation, how horribly he's treated him, and essentially sees how his brother raped him and how he himself raped him from Sejin's point of view. He feels horrid but it's too little too late. He does turn over the evidence he'd been collecting on his brother and he's put in prison. Sejin is completely mentally broken. He brings Sejin into his room, instructs the staff to feed him, gets him IVs if/when needed, and visits him at night but Sejin is a shell of a person. 3 months later, Sejin realizes he's pregnant. Unsure if the father is Ijung or Ido, he goes into Ido's study and gets the gun. Ido walks in just as Sejin puts the gun to his chest and pulls the trigger. Ido sees Sejin kill himself. It is too much for Ido. Ido eventually dies too but is reborn with his memories of his previous life (that's why he said he hasn't acknowledged Ijung as his brother since he was 5). Sejin is overloaded with all of this hitting him after bonding with Kwon Ido. He's upset Ido never said anything, let alone bonding with him knowing all that happened and that he would get these memories. Ido had been living in a way to atone to Sejin but never expected a real relationship because he felt he didn't deserve one. Sejin leaves Ido. He's pretty well off since he's running his own company that Ido gave him. Gets therapy. But because of the bond, he's always aware of how much Ido misses him and feels like shit for everything. Sejin starts to feel upset thinking Ido is getting over him because Ido seems to be feeling happier. It ends up being Ido started feeling happy because he knew he'd see Sejin in a meeting. Sejin does eventually start seeing Ido again. They were bonded so can't really break up. Oh.... as you know I'm the current time-line, Ijung is missing. Ido is responsible for that. He doesn't bother putting him in prison. He lets Ijung experience what his omegas victims experienced. It's not said how it happened- self or from Ido's people, but Ijung is eventually found dead.

    じんし January 6, 2025 12:48 am
    Tell me YinTheOne

    Scroll down. I left a short version and a long version

    じんし January 6, 2025 12:50 am

    Scroll up. I responded it to YinTheOne

    bl marathon everynight January 6, 2025 1:38 am
    Well.....,..For the TLDR- Kwon eventually bonds with Sejin and Sejin gets all the horrid memories of their lives together in their first life. He ends up leaving Kwon. After some months apart and therapy, he st... じんし

    That was a nice read, thank you (=・ω・=)
    Now i will marinate this till the end

じんし December 31, 2024 6:14 pm

That was too good. So gentle, but so hot!! I knew he be fine. I mean he is fine, but damn that was sexy..... Perfect end to 2024. Happy New Year to anyone who sees this

じんし December 25, 2024 9:48 pm

I don't think anything bad will happen. I don't want to end the year crying that something happened to Ho. I don't want to spend NYE like that. It happened in Love Tractor, but I think they handled it well. Still... Our Sunny Days... they are too precious for something to happen.

    J713D December 25, 2024 10:30 pm

    I don't think so...or at least I hope it
    The author didn't do it on the others stories so I want to believe it won't be like that

じんし December 25, 2024 9:38 pm

I hope they all have a happy end.... but not with each other. I've never liked Jo. He rubs me the wrong way. I don't think he's a bad person. I just don't like him. Still, I want him to be happy. Just not with Ian. Tj needs to leave this lifestyle and find his own happiness. He's got too much negative energy around him. Ian, I think he needs to live. Go travel a bit. Be comfy in his own skin. Forgive himself for staying with TJ as long as he did. Meet someone who he can feel safe and happy with... But those are my ideals. Let's see how this story ends.

    renyeol December 25, 2024 10:41 pm

    FINALLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS MEE i feel the same
    Jo is such a well written character and i want him happy but bot w Ian, and even those who loves Jo should admit that him and ian wouldn't make a great couple, first because Jo isn't what Ian truly needs, he's roo safe such a pookie, and Ian has been through so much shit, running away from it won't just make him heal abd be happy, even if he is now, his relationship would have so much holes. He needs another person who went through shi too, they could make something together

    cdevi December 26, 2024 3:45 am

    I agree with almost everything, except Jo not ending up with Ian. Yeah their vibes are kinda weird rn, but what I'm hoping happens is they get a break from each other and grow some more as their own people, then meet again with a healthier relationship. Imo they definitely fit each other well, they just need a bit of self growth before getting in too deep.

    kun December 26, 2024 5:22 am

    Exactly, I feel like each of them should take their time to heal and get away from each other

じんし December 24, 2024 4:35 pm

The creator is aware of their story on here and several other sites. They are already considering discontinuing the story. So maybe don't continue to post this one....

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