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Hi this is so random but i just wanna share my problems cause this is the only platform that's my identity is hiden,just ignore me.This quarantine I've been feeling really sad,everyday anxiety and random sadness would hit me,I always feel like Im not enough and worst.Im very insecure about my intelligence,as a child even now my family would call me dumb,childish and names,i really wish they'd stop,i hope :(( im trying my best not to be stupid but they judge every move i make.Even my bestfriend:(( She makes me happy and sad at the same time,she would make fun of my appearance, though she knows its my biggest insecurities,i tried to make new friends but it doesnt work out.They fix and break me at the same time,i cant go off to them because they rlly do care about me but the words coming out of their mouth makes me wanna kill my self.But thank u sm for the uploaders who upload here also authors,reading had help me so much i love u all i hope yall r doing great:))