
This is just my guess. The blue haired mage knows she is cursed. The staff must be something or some type of indicator. I find it odd that the party member called the staff horrendous, while our MC saw it as beautiful. The knight is a normal guy who had the hots for a nice girl; he could tell she was a damsel in distress type of vibe. Probably was what turned him on. welp... honestly.. who is to say he hasn't touched the other ladies in the party at some point, you know. we will see..

So.. I need to add this manga to a new category. Shall we call it.. Twisted? Troubling? Trainwreck? Toxic Town? Why are these all starting with T's....
Toxic Despair?
My god the author couldn't even show up the MC at the end. That is how bad it was. Although I feel like the drug via needle was different. He was wired, but coherent. I almost forgot what that looked like for him. I wonder if the powder drug was different...
Either way.... the MC is going to die.. probably overdose or suicide, right?

Welp. How many times did I re-read this. Don't ask. Seriously, I want to meet the writer and give praise and bow. I think this whole story aligns with my fantasies freakishly well. That is why... I can't get enough. It is so weird... actual porn doesn't do anything for me. However, drawn like manga and woah. I like reading too, but drawn is.. yeah. I guess I am a 2-D type. I can't wait to see her get to the point where she cums from a love confession from him. Or when she starts begging to be impregnated. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
I wondered how toxic this story was going to be. Ruthless ML. I just hope the MC can stay sane enough to kill them all. For once, I want to be surprised and the MC to be worse than the ML that we all knew was bad. I want an MC that is a bad MF'er when pushed into a corner.