
Well... I am pretty sure the endearments are Lyle's Achilles heel. ...He will do anything if Ash calls him baby. Man, we haven't even gotten to the knotting. Or the discussion about the living arrangements. Sigh. Ash's.... rut IS another level. Honestly... Ash must realize at this point... he will destroy the world if he can't have Lyle. Lol Ash evil villain rut. Then when Lyle ruts... we should just call it.. Craving Ash Frenzy.

Honestly, I have been on the fence about Nanmu, but then ch. 68 and 69, my opinion is completely different. He is a complete badass. He is an absolute beast or demon. Especially if you factor in that his org treated him like a glory hole. He is at the top for a reason. His mental fortitude is amazing. Ch. 68 I saw a man who switched his mindset to battle mode, ready to face death head-on; his focus reminded me of an animal predator. It comes down to his experience and his bottled rage. This ch. reminded me, that this guy isn't a good guy.. not really. When he didn't flinch at the smell of death and rot and when he saw the cut-off head, that was a moment as well. But ch. 68-69 really hit it home for me. I am not sure how much time passed after he put Pil-Gyun in the car, but the sense I got was that he probably went back to make sure people were dead dead or remained incapacitated. He had daddy vibes going. How nice was it to see Pil-Gyun have a moment of emotional release crying seeing when Nanmu beat the nasty guy down and understanding how much Nanmu cares for him. To see it, hear it.. it was very touching. I think a little part of him healed. (●'◡'●)ノ

"...absolute beast or demon." Yes! Especially when he yelled out the asshole's name, while plowing through the cronies, and made him flinch. And you saw that bit of "red rage" in Nanmu's eyes. Love that part.
"How nice was it to see Pil-Gyun have a moment of emotional release crying..." This! And how he said that he was scared. And he could've very well been scared bc he was being drugged up and paralyzed by a man who terrorized him and his mom. Pil-Gyun probably had a thought that this just might be the time that he's truly, royally fucked and won't ever see Nanmu again. That moment of vulnerability reeeally was the icing for that scene.
What a great feed good story. Do you guys think this would be great for beginners to yaoi? Spread the word far and wide to all the world. I think it would be on the list. Going to create a new list I think. (=・ω・=)