WHY do people think this was going to have a heart warming relationship .
( i am honestly in love with how things are going yet so sad for Mc) - i like how they keep it realistic - MC situation is terrible from the start - seme is not here to fix Mc problems .
should i even call him "seme" .
This may come off as ur usual "MC is in debt " meets seme , and things progress from their , nope this dives much deeper than that. if u look beyond everything , it has it's flaws as much as it's complexity . the " plot is also good , but u could easily get lost.
I feel the complex emotions from Hawon . u can tell he does not enjoy S*x , and it shows he is not a clueless Mc . he knows when to take a step back , and is aware of his strengths ( his "looks") - and his weakness ( his "debt ") - he also knows that life is cruel , and fairness does not exist < only power< money .
( if u expect a good none-toxic relationship from this , pls check back from the 1st page.
"LIfe IS A COMEDY FROM AFAR "
"BUT A TRAGEDY WHEN VIEWED CLOSE UP" .
hawon lines.
I don't think anyone who has been around yaoi for more than a few weeks has any illusion about this being heartwarming, but there are certain decisions that might not align with one's expectations or hopes as a reader. Personally, I must have read at least 100 yaoi with the "uke in debt" plotline. Most of which have been shit, if I'm being honest. But, sometimes, you read this plot with a strong-headed realistic MC and a seme who is not the most abusive ever and think "while this started with the cliché shitty excuse of paying debt and this isn't going to be sunshine and rainbow but there is potential for ML to grow to respect MC as time goes by. Also, the fact that MC isn't like 99% of ukes in this story who fall for ML makes this more interesting. They might end up meeting each other halfway after trials and tribulations and maybe when we near chapter 100, they will be closer". There was never a guarantee that this was going to happen, but one could hope...
i am aware that eventually they will date , i wonder how that will work out , cause usually authors mess up a lot with these types of "tropes" , right now what they have i consider as " sweet" and i simply cannot see them fxxxing ^^ . , that's not the 1st thing that comes to mind when i read this "bl" i just think " how sweet" .
as a none - novel reader that's my thought rn about the manhwa.
but ofc when we progress into the relationship more , and we eventually see their adult relationship , that's a whole story i am anticipating.
for a bl without any rape it's being trashed on way too much. like ik it's taking forever for the plot to move. honestly feels like we are crawling , but patience is key. and i don't mind i could keep reading this as long as it keeps updating, so ty to the team for updating. also i'd like to add something : they have a lot of stuff to unravel within this bl , so ofc it's gonna take time and chapters , u can't expect wham bam smut , plot . that's not this bl. go read sm else this may not be for u.
people we all knew this relationship was never gonna be healthy , people in the comment sec acting like it was all glitter and gold. did we forget he was the same man who killed MC family ? cause lmao ofc we gonna get SA . MC his in fact Ml (?) boy toy .
no one said we were ever gonna get a happy ending . or it was gonna be all sunshine and rainbows .
imma continue reading this ( i want to see if MC will die or both will die ) - if they end up , i swear sm wrong with the author .
Reasons to like this bl; art style.
Reasons to dislike this bl; Toxic , abusive relationship, rape.
This bl is not the problem, it's some of the readers who actually romanticize the rape in this , and claims it's not rape its "love" .
I often see people using these excuse that they hide behind to justify their disgusting kinks for rapey bl.
"It's just fiction " ( I fxxing hate this one )
"It's made for older viewers 18+ ( even 18 + people enjoys the rape whos to say they don't? Maybe u don't. But not everyone's the same )
They have worst boys love than this ( just bc they have worst does not make this one any better )
" if u don't like don't read" ( sure we don't need to read but fxxxing he'll it's not wrong to call u guys out for reading rape)
As soon as we mention this bl has rape or is toxic everyone gets defensive.
Why can't author nim bother to make bl without rape? Do they not have any better ideas?
Makes me question if they are following the trend of rapey bl.
Most bls has rape and most readers eat it up , cause that is what they enjoy , and that says something about the viewers who enjoys these type of bls.
The popular yaois are those with rape , that goes to shows what's "high in demand ".
If dan was a woman this wouldn’t be tolerated… smh. This is story has blatant rape in it and to deny that is ludicrous. At the beginning dan didn’t want it and jk just kept going, so much so that dan started anally bleeding. (even through the bleeding jk kept going). In regards to the contract, dan signed that contract not because he wanted to but because he needed to. He was coerced into having sex with jk, therefore making the situation rape. coercion is an elem
"Toxic , abusive relationship, rape" something you maybe don't know some ppl searching for that in a bl manhwa and avoiding boring vanilla stories.
Who the fk said it was love? Nah, or at least not yet, when love gonna come, there will be no more abuse.
Yes "it's just fiction" u fking hating it because it's true and that you don't have any counter argument.
And yes, it's wrong to call us out for reading rape, bruh who do you take us for? You think we don't know ràpe is bad ? Lmao have some respect, we're all grown ppl, we know what we're doing/reading.
Being a little girl, I only read shoujos, being teenager only reading yaoi, and now I still reading yaoi but not the soft ones... So yes, the popular yaois are those with toxic relationship read by adults so, kid, u can go your way.
people are saying it's love , they have comments arguing its not rape .
so bc it's vanilla no rape and no toxic "its boring " good to know .
The fact it has abused it in the first place does not make it healthy, love. Dan will fall for his abuser; the fact won't change; Dan was abused and raped. Just because later on J will start acting like a decent human does not erase the fact he abused Dan.
u sure ur not a teen age girl who just like the fetishization gay men?
I used to defend this shtty book back when I was younger. It's quite funny my thought process of how "it's just fiction" gives everyone the excuse that it's okay to read and fetishes being SA.
If people were to read child P0rn just in fiction just to use the excuse it's fiction, that would not make them a decent human being.
we use fiction to justify and rationalize why it's okay to read ( that is why i hate it).
and if u think i am wrong for shamming people for liking rape , that's ur issue .
(just bc you know it's bad does not make u a better person if it's still okay with u )
being adults or not , to enjoy rape is disgusting .
and like i said i have no problem if people like toxic bls. my comment is targeted to those who enjoy / justify the rape in this
they also romanticize the rape in this bl.
and yes they have many bl fans of jinx who believes it's not rape . it's normal love. which is why i even made my comment in the first place .
If people would prefer a more hard-core read , then rather than light vanilla there is also Bdsm , where one can have Non-Consent to being forced into doings things .
I'd understand if people prefer to read something of disturbing taste .
But to first clarify this is not disturbing in the least .
Bl can be toxic and have no rape .
Bdsm is something else... I prefer to read TOXIC REAL TOXIC semes... "Bl can be toxic and have no rape" talk about details -_- yes yes and I like them both.
I just wanted to make it clear that BL does not need rape to be toxic. also from what i am seeing , u admit it is rape and toxic so their is no issue with that.
Most of my comments are targeted towards those who deny any traces of toxicity.