
BREAK DOWN IF THIS :
( IN SHORT HIS WHOLE LIFE HE HAS BEEN SEXULIZE SO TO SEXUALIZE HIMSELF IS WHAT HE DO BEST)
From a child he learnt the behavior to seduce men even without him being aware of this .
His mother job is to seduce men to get what she wants and she carries him to work , that behavior of seducing men to gain what he wants was learnt through his mom. By observation of her behaviors.
Kids are like sponge they soak in and learn things from their environment and adults and most likely their parents as the role model.
I love how it was never mentioned that his behavior was learnt but instead showed .
Kids do not know right or wrong when it comes to these behaviors and lack awareness. So it would make sense of him being oblivious to the fact men was sexualizing him or what it meant to be sexulize.
As he grew older and started saying " I'm a virgin" he knew men found that enticing , he was raped as a kid which is traumatic for any kid , he also learnt how to seduce men properly and what it meant .
Every time he says I'm a virgin I left uncomfortable. That was also amazing to enoke emotions within readers.
And everyone sees him as a pretty male , never once did we get to see how he actually sees himself .
The role of a whore was forced on to him just because he's "pretty "
Everyone will have different views and opinions, but if your opinion was he's doing this "because he's a slut"
That is just outright ignorance.

I strangely don't hate this. But I don't like it , the sides are actually very cute. just wished the alpha was like this from the start even tho that wouldn't of made any sense cause he's a gangster.
Not justifying what "Alpha" did but his character and how he treated the MC made a lot of sense to the story.
Edit I probably do not remember everything don't take my word for it I'll have to read back if I read back*
I see everyone taking the MC side or ml.
Tbh MC is very wrong for having ml following those rules and using him in that way.
And ml is very wrong for agreeing to those rules then just breaking that boundry .
This is why communication exist.
How is it wrong to not want his full long ass monster dick inside him ? This can kill someone like a sword. Also how is it wrong to ask someone to do things that makes them cum without having to explain? Wanting to be called a good boy while being fuck is a simple kink. He needed it to cum. Sure, he’s traumatized but his kink is fine and he didn’t have to explain it. No one has to explain their kinks so I don’t see why saying « don’t ask, just do what I ask » is wrong. He knows what he likes during sex and the ways he found out shouldn’t even matter. He literally communicated by putting boundaries. People with trauma can have sex and can have kinks without having to talk about their traumas every time they fuck with random people. It’s because the top didn’t listen and started to rape him that he got a mental breakdown and started to think about his boss (the one who actually gave him trauma). There’s no way to know if he was using him by thinking about the boss beforehand, the top was only assuming by himself and got angry. The top was the only one in the wrong.
It felt like MC used top in place of that old man . It's fine to set boundaries, " don't ask" no explanation with the person you are going to be intimate with isn't right (at least not with me )- at least explain to an extent what your into.
Sure he just wanted to get off , but maybe give a heads up that you wanted this or that. Don't just set the ground rules out. Instead of saying it in the middle of sex.
Once again I'm not giving top any right for breaking the ground rules but I can understand why he's angry.
Your right MC dose not need to explain his trauma, but he could of at the very least say he likes being called "good boy" or state his kinks no need to explain them instead of "dont ask just follow these ground rules I set out"
In top case , we'll if you knew you wanted an explanation or more then the mf should of never agree to those rules in the first place.