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Anyone else feel really bad for the mom?? She has the short end of the stick bc the old man doesnt even love her... Im nervous for her when/if she finds out whats really going on between her son and him

I've known about the ending for a long time so I've sort of prepared myself for it, but it still saddens me that Makoto sacrificed his happiness for his mother's. I know that he wants to be an upstanding son, but there are other ways to achieve that. If his mother had researched the topic thoroughly, she would have realized that he would never truly be happy. I'm glad that he cherishes his family, but I hope that he is able to be his true self someday. I've said this previously, even though I want everyone to be happy, I appreciate how realistic this story is. Unfortunately, there are people who have to conceal their true identity and sexuality. I'm just grateful that Tarou and Futoshi were able to stay together and maintain a healthy relationship. I wonder if sensei is going to create a story for Nanjou and/or Yanagida.

omg I've never been in love so much with a sex scene before. usually it's so violent but here it's just so beautiful, slow, sensual, aesthetically pleasing, and just overall so romantic! for example, the semes usually ignore and disrepesct the uke but Bexan is so caring and respectful! this is the kind of sex I live for. (⌒▽⌒)