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i did said this before but there were a lot of things that were missed in the webtoon adaptation from the original novel. they were little things but it makes you see the two's feelings in detail. Also, as they figure out what they are going to do next, the hows and whys about their love is included in the story.

Prepare for my own long ass rant (lol):And honestly, when you think about it, Bum killing someone could have had the reasoning of all the built in rage, or instinct of killing sangwoo(like how a anime kills its prey or when they feel like there in danger). Remember, there was a chapter in which, Bum, as abused as he already was when he entered the household wanted to kill sangwoo with the knife he had while cooking. He only imagine it, but in that state who wouldn't want to kill there killer?(this also shows, as you have implied, that he could control his bloodlust, unlike a certain someone.. cough cough .. sangwoo.. cough cough) Further word, the only reason he did not was his judgement being clouded for the spark of hope of the "perfect" sangwoo he had imagined. Remember these were the early stages of the character development of Bum. Unlike now, he rejected him, which made me so happy. Why? Well when you guys were having empathy for the mass serial killer and his tragic past, we didn't even realize the biggest character development in that panel. Bums rejection, explained that he was not only hurt, but considering the knowledge of him not even saying much in the latest chapter, his judgement may have been cleared. As many people wanted smut, I clearly did not. People were right, sangwoo, like always, was manipulating him. We could explain this why I didn't want them having sex, was simply because sangwoo wasn't being emotionally sympathic for Bum. He wanted to placate him to prevent further more sucide attempts. So basically, fuck with him=all my mommy issues are solved. I know my opinion of sangwoo is filled with anger and frustration due to the fact people defending him for killing people. Just because you have a mental disorder, or tragic past, doesn't give you a half assed personality with a side of mass murders. For gods sake, you could have been raped, almost killed, have your family killed And your pets, have your loved ones raped in front of you, have had seen blood, guts, and had gone through torture in which they pulled out your fingers, and other parts of your body. You can deal with this with treatment of therapy, but never, ever treat it with murder as a soltuion. When you really think about it, society isn't fair. That's life, you just need to fight along with it. (This doesn't mean your problems don't matter, if you are really suffering see someone please! There are people who care for you, and if your like Bum, please reach someone like a therapist or just anyone for that matter!)Sangwoo is a example of what not do, I believe, he had a slight chance of recovery if he had been younger. But for now, all I could say is his solution towards his trauma and other personal disorders is not right at all. Plus, lot of people just like the idea he's hot, lol. A other topic would be about his tragic past of sangwoo. All we know is he had abusive parents, and he might have had killed them, because they were found dead and there was no evidence AT ALL. There's multiple ways this could play out with his past, for example, his hallucinations he has of his mother, and how Bum had supposedly cured that when he came. I honestly think either sangwoo had realized he had a emotional attachment with Bum and didn't want to kill him off. Or the theory of Bum as a mother figure was true. This can play out in so many horrible ways. Poor Bum always being motherzone even from his uncle(●￣(ｴ)￣●). I'm more interested in Bums past then sangwoos at the end of day, because I always wondered where were his parents. For all we know, this can turn out to be Bum being a Rich kid who had everything a lovely BFF who was a boy, and a had a loving family, but a fire happened and they died, so he was forced to leave and live with his uncle and grandma, and he went through depression, and ( he was skilled in combat and stuff rich people do lol) now, since sangwoo trusts Bum enough to go outside. ( this explained by a lot of people, being manipulated and abused built a mentality in which Bum thinks he can NEVER escape which is sad) and he meets his old BFF, he has slid back black hair, let's just assume he's hotter than sangwoo, and he is a cop. He falls in love with Bum but was sad for him to leave when they were little. Anyway he finds about sangwo- shit sorry I was on my tangents of my dreams I wish could happen.

I also wanted to bring up a other topic, honestly, why do people say Bum is not a full on victim. He obviously was, and dealt with his misfortunate far better than are serial killer here. He went through numerous traumas, and to top it all off, sangwoo is basically pouring a gallon of salt on his wounds. Bum, in my opinion, deserves therapy, and also a supportive lover after his therapy. His obsession, I assume, comes from the lack of any socially accepted friends or family. Thus, explains his stalking issues, and urge to be with that person. I also think that he isn't the type to stalk and kill,(possible he could kill himself, but never the person he stalked.)Think about it, HE NEVER had someone to actually love him. For gods sake, even his goddamn grandma threw him into the wolves. You'd think he at least had some friends, but he didn't. He had no support at all. Now think about that, and think of how hat would have mentally effected him. He dealt with it with cutting himself. Just like he did when he was rejected again by the only person he thought who loved him , in which it is sangwoo. He's sucidal. There's so many traumas I can't explain in this rant. Why he needs a good supportive at the very least, would help him learn how to socialize with people, get over his traumas, and somehow in little ways cure his mental illnesses such as depression.
Overall Bum, in this situation, his 100% the victim. I, personally would forgive him for murdeing the dumb bitch who wanted to get into a hot serial killers pants( anway, if you thought of it logically, Bum was basically brainwashed and sangwoo manipulated him to a point were he ripped open all his tragic pasts, and honestly how would you have thought that situation would have went. AND sangwoo would have killed her off anyway, he wouldn't want anyone knowing he's a serial killer like no duh, unless he kept her as hostage also, which is highly unlikely) Like honestly, I also wanted to mention how random strangers would see a mentally ill person. For those who meeet them, they may seem perfectly normal, but in reality they are crazy. They basically have like a switch that can be switched on and off at some points. I get why she couldn't notice, since sangwoo quite hid it well.

I also don't ship these to,(well I did for fun, but since it's a comic, I thought it would be just funny) but in real life. I disagree. It's toxic relationship were it is basically the fuckin titanic! But don't hate those who ship it, for the source of fun.


In conclusion, thank you for reading this far, and I've been dying to tell this to someone. Some questions I have left are like




WILL SANGWOO THINK BUM IS ACTUALLY HIS MOTHER? DOES SANGWOO ACTUALLY HAVE A EMTOIONAL ATTACHMENT TO BUM? CAN SANGWOO FEEL EMPATHY? WERE ARE BUMS PARENTS? WHAT HAPPENED TO BUMS UNCLE? WILL BUMS UNCLE DIE OF A SOURCE OF REVENGE FROM SANGWOO? WILL BUM DIE? WILL SANGWOO DIE? WILL BUM GET A HAPPY ENDING AND A LOVING PARNTER? WILL SANGWOO STOP KILLING PEOPLE OR WILL HE CONT.? WILL THEY EVER HAVE A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP(no)? WILL THE DAMN FUCKIM COP EVER DO HIS JOB AND HELP BUM?!????
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