.... look yeah I understand it's the script and all but I felt pressurized in the scene. It was wholly consensual and having Hikaru keep phrasing his no and how scared he was actually made me want to punch Jun. Yeah we want em together maybe but Jun's treading lines that make me want to hit him a bit. Other than that, thanks to the translator and the time taken!!! The quality is good DarcAsher. The arts good too.
I flinch with every interaction. Cant say I'm not curious to hear Ken's side but the constant blackmail and the "I'm enjoying this but why" interactions are making it hard to accept the story. It is rape. It is scary. But how Yu isn't escaping or incessantly questioning his attacker is letting me feel anxiety on his behalf. I feel we haven't touched much on the story itself to be bashing the author and artist. It's one of those slow reading books where probably chapter 40 is the interest peak. I'd like to finish it to know but man it really is a read that's uncomfortable.









My freaking broken heart. But I'm happy for him. I love him the most. His got a lot of progress to look forward to and the reality is he may have to love another. Sad but im honestly relieved that he can be optimistic about it.