Phoenixfirefly's Things

I want to control everything around me. Even my own kids and husband I feel bad after but can't help but do it. I want to have complete control of my life and that means controlling their's as well since their actions affect me too. If I don't have control I feel like my life is spinning out of control. I hate feeling helpless and depending on othe......   1 reply

Yes I cry when I get really angry. Other then that I don't cry. Even when I broke my foot I didn't cry. Or when I way sexually assaulted or when one of my family members died I didn't cry. I'm not sure why but I'm kind of numb to things accept when I get so angry I want to murder someone then the tears just start pouring and won't stop. Even after ......   reply

I'm a stright demi sexual. For those who don't know what that means. It means that I can't be attracted to you unless I have some kind of relationship with you. So I can't do it with total strangers I have to get to know you first.   1 reply