
Shes all talk but nothing more shell be doing that a lot in the novel. My man saves her a lot of times

Because she has to do it. That's what people did when they have to survive. Her hospital was about to go bankrupt and she had no other way except to participate in that competition. It's not like she can ask Chu Ja to do it. She also realized it when she's on top that she overestimated the situation. She had awareness on this. But she doesn't have a choice except to follow through with her decision. A lot of the times in the novel, she's doing things not because she's confident. But she had to do it. Just in real life, things will occasionally will go sideways and she's fortunate he is there. Highly important for people to understand that she doesn't have that many people to rely on. So she always depends on herself although she's lacking a lot

Does anyone has a link of the novel?

https://lunarletters.com/manga/mery-psycho/
Chapters up to 100 for this link
My poor man got h0rny just from that. She better give him some soon