Picasso's Things

Saw a thumbnail of a video called something like 'after this you will never watch porn again' and the thumbnail was like 'I sent my nudes to my mom' and my first thought was "why do you care. She's seen you naked thousands of times anyway..." Ladies and gentlemen (and those who do not fit gender binaries) how cooked am I? But I'm technically right though? But am I cooked?

I was reading an eroge visual novel on a public train when suddenly I hit a fucking sex scene that came out of nowhere and theres no option to disable r18 cgs????

There is literally some guy sitting next to me while some bitch ass anime girl sucking cock is on my big fat laptop screen help me.

As readers of BL (or just manga/manhwa in general i guess), whats some advice you'd give to someone looking to write their own BL (either written or in comic form). What's some stuff you'd like to see? What things turn you off?

(Also if someone knows a good platform to post webcomics that allows NSFW please tell me (webtoon currently does not))

As users of a manga piracy site I'm wondering how you guys feel about Tachiyomi no longer being actively developed, likely due to threats from the company Kakao.

https://x.com/iiTachiyomi/status/1744972933842305269?s=20

I find it a bit surprising that they can do such a thing because (iirc) Tachiyomi is like a front-end and doesn't really contain any pirated material itself?? I'm not sure how many of you guys use or know tachiyomi as the mangago extension for it stopped working ages ago but it's like another manga reading app essentially, where you source the manga from other sites.

It's always the manhwa companies man, as someone who reads exclusively manga someone should just create something that only hosts manga (which probably won't stop copyright issues but they seem less aggressive than korean companies as of late.) Let me read my manga in peace (╬￣皿￣)凸

Gonna regret posting this essay on my main if I wake up tomorrow but here goes nothing...

After heavy analysis I am like 80% sure I'm bi but I swear to fucking god my sexuality is fucked up.

I like boys and girls but in different ways. If I'm with a girl I want her to top me, but if I'm with a guy I want to top him.

I honestly wish it were the other way around because ffs theres so many memes about girls never wanting to top and I'm like 99% sure no boy on earth wants to be topped by me cause I'm an ugly bastard and also like super short and weak??? It'd be insulting to their masculinity or some shit. I wish it were the other way around tbh then it'd be so much easier to actually try dating irl and not in my head.

Another thing that's fucked about it is that I really only fantasise about women, but when I fantasise its always fucked up shit like the shit toxic yaoi semes do the ukes except instead of them being in love afterwards and happy, the woman just shoots me in the head, beats me up after I lay out all my insecurities on her and then cheats on me because she actually hates my guts and was only using me for entertainment and I'm ruined forever but I still love her. Like???? Is that even attraction at this point do I just wanna experience tragedy or something?????

And I sometimes question these two attractions because I know I'm way more passionate about anime husbandos than waifus (with some exceptions), and I've found more irl guys faces hot than I have irl women. Like i'd theoretically want to date more guys than women, but then when I actually think about what'd it'd be like to date them I cringe and feel disgusted, like that shit is so gay????? HELP??? But at the same time that woman I'm fantasising about in my head doesn't even exist and she literally has no face I just know she's hot lady.

Anyway, I think excessive yaoi consumption has ruined my sexuality, anyone got advice? I've only realised this recently and I'm so fucking lonely holy shitttttt