monella created a topic of Roses and Champagne

“Ugh whatever…” the silent echoes of my mind try to mumble, as I grasp my heart forcing it not to run away while the tears make my hand slip and rumble i cry to find a way; Why the fuck is this ending, i am not prepared, i have loved this regardless of its peculiar nature and freaky share, it’s fine I’ll be okay, it’s not like my life will stop it’s way, but i will not forget the emotions I’ve shared, the chuckles I’ve bared, the cries that came unprepared, the sleepless nights I barely dared, the gasps that I spared, the questionable choices that left me emotionally impaired. And for what? For growth? For closure? No… for chaos. I stood by, powerless, as they dragged my fragile heart through every morally dubious decision and emotionally charged stare. And yet… I thank them. For the pain, the laughter, the absolute circus of it all. I’ll tell myself I’m done, that I’ll break free… no sorrow.

But who am I kidding, fuck it, I’ll maybe…reread it tomorrow.

Peak goal of mine right here

monella created a topic of Roses and Champagne

I love them so much bro I’m screaming

monella created a topic of Ang Ang
Ugh

Disgusting piece of fucking shit, i discovered a new face of pure disgraced disgust I could make.

monella created a topic of Toumei na Ai no Utsuwa

I haven’t cried this much in a long time, I finished this and it left a fuzzy, comforting yet sad feeling in my heart, I liked this story so much I’m glad I got to read this at this time in my life.

monella created a topic of Nerd Project

FUCKING FINALLY THEY HAVE HEAR ME I FUCKING LOVE THEM THEY ARE SO FUCKING HOT amen.

monella created a topic of The Hounds of Sisyphus

They are so cute i CANT, I’m going to let this marinate or I will lose my shit

monella followed a goer

im tired and im in the verge of killing myself

14 01,2025
monella created a topic of Gochisousama ga Kikoenai!
Omg

Don’t do this to me

monella created a topic of Jinx

You can’t LEAVE ME HANGING LIKE THIS WHAT!? WYM HE FOUND HIM, AND HE WAS AB TO DIE!? WHAT NOW HUH

monella created a topic of Flashlight

This is the best shit ive read in a long time, yall don’t understand what these two are doin to me

monella created a topic of Work Love Balance

This emotionally unintelligent immature piece of crap comes out of nowhere after “being in love” with him after YEARSS to COMPLAIN about him being a FRIEND??? - “Oh no you were nice to me a few times while I was in love with you so you gave me hope??” Bitch just suck it up, you didn’t have the balls to tell him when you could, so now you come over here and do all this useless nagging, and sure you didn’t know he was gay UNTIL NOW but NOW you do, if he had a little tiny bit of emotional maturity or at least wasn’t so SELFISH he would cut this crap, I just wanted to see a nice side story for the two love birds, not this unnecessary bullshit.

monella created a topic of Under the Green Light

I’m killing everyone and then myself, thank me later or not

monella created a topic of Under the Green Light
Oh

I’m not crying… you are

monella created a topic of Jinx
..

Bro this boy is such a loser, get a grip and let than man live

monella created a topic of Nerd Project

GIVE IT TO ME NEOWW

monella followed a goer

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༊*·˚ pfp sauce - lady crystal is a man

༊*·˚ she/her - bisexual/demisexual

༊*·˚ I mainly read BL here, but mainly focus on psychological, thrillers when I watch any sort of series. Don't like those in comic form.

10 11,2024