beta
i how can you even say she lost it, she is in rival country without her friends, she has nobody to rely on, she has no power. her bestfriend betrayed her for a shit title. so yes she is not in the best mental state which is very rare to be because you know she isnt the regular strong fl, she has emotions, she has regrets, she has hatred, pain and everything.
you are the one who dont want to do emphaty to understand her state