Not me binge reading it from the beginning and ending up and this cliffhanger I should’ve just waited until it was done wtf man?!
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NAH BC THIS WAS ME TOOOO
Honestly I get how that's disappointing for the best friend but at the same time I get the fear that comes with committing to a relationship you know could end and destroy everything and pushing people away because of it... Loving someone so much you're scared to death about changing anything between you and them... I mean when the idea of something is fine but the actual thing is terrifying (him imagining the best friend while fucking but severing ties with him for years and running away to someone else the minute he feels like things are really happening)... I can't really hate him for feeling how he feels...
Y'all I was getting emotional and then when he said "you have to choose me" I burst out laughing Bruh, he really said fuck them kids.
Idk... I just can't like him... I don't even care that he's a mafia boss but him trying to isolate Yoon and threatening his friends really makes me wanna puke. That's what abusers do... Cause imagine that things go sour between them. Yoon wouldn't have any ressources and would be stuck with him against his will. And couldn't even go to the police cause he himself is involved in illegal activities. I hate it here lol. I just wanna see where it goes from here but I hate the dude.
Fr tho i hate him i rlly do ita not cause hes a mafia boss...i actually find tht hot...but hes.....wtf he was about to kill chris who tf...hes yandere but not in a fun or cute way..just in a creepy way...well i mean can a yandere be cute.....idk
That’s what a mafia boss is basically like...
And Yanderes are not cute. Their love is insane and I’d rather jump off a cliff than deal with their shenanigans. People portray them to be cute but reality experience it isn’t.
It’s like being stalked daily and then getting paranoia, feeling like someone is watching you, eyes on you 24/7.
Ikr! I would get so creeped out. I would probably have panic attacks 24/7. It's cute when your lover is a bit jealous from time to time but your lover being obsessed with you? Oh hell naww
I mean if my lover is insecure because of someone who I know is my close friend and my lover knows my friend likes me romantically, I’d make sure his/her insecurity goes away. Any lover would be insecure knowing you have a friend that loves you.
In this case, mafia boss pointing a gun at a love rival is less than worse because it’s normal for mafias to be killing.
But if my lover tries to lock me up, assume I’m cheating, telling me I’m this or that, bye.
But if my lover tells me their insecurities and actually communicates without assuming, I’d do my best to make them feel loved.
I'm with you fam. I don't actually hate vasya tho. It's obvious that he is socially awkward and he bullies yoon bc he honestly doesn't know any better and he's so focused on what he wants he hasn't stopped to think about the quality of a forced relationship. It's meaningless if you're the one in love and you force someone to ACT like your lover.
I pity him but I pity yoon more bc of his catch22 situation. Although despite all this i get the sense yoon would've been fine with being sex buddies bc vasya his physically his type.
People talking about how the uke is treated... Me just worried the whole chapter that he was gagged and left alone, tied up on his bed when you could drown in your own saliva that way
I was so scared for him
That's why BDSM is not to be taken lightly T_T and basically no safe word too. And I feel like neglect play definitely needs a safe word or a safe move (especially if you're gagged) or a way of monitoring the person you're with. Cause imagine what would happen if he suddenly had a medical issue or something T_T I was STRESSED!
Taehwan is such a dick you don’t leave someone like that
Finally!! A yaoi where the victim of rape is behaving normally! And not throwing themselves at their abuser. And it's kinda realistic in terms of Kanata being so insecure that he told Shoma to be his mate cause it would guaranty he doesn't abandon him. It's kinda sad... But I hope Shoma AND Kanata for that matter, get therapy and get better and that things work out for them. They are about to have a child after all. Better treat those traumas before y'all pass it on to your children
I guess Aoi is the protector of the system. I'm curious to see how they'll approach the disorder. And to know if we will see the 2 feminine alters.
I need this in book format. This is so good the realistic take on mental health too and the damage it can do to you and the people you love. The codependency Jesus! It’s so bittersweet… but I love that they got back together knowing the challenges that are coming with the relationship. And I’m sure they’ll make it work. Also love that that Yijun realizes that he probably can’t totally forgive Sekye for what he did and that’s valid. I just feel so bad for both of them for everything they went through. As kids… as adults… also I was listening to Spread thin by Mariah the Scientist and the lyrics were HITTING with this story omgggg.