Ok so im a bit confused on whats happening, i dont really know what was the chaos about, like i think i get it but i dont.. can someone explain?
if my interpretation is right, ed was hurt and mad that he had to face big consequences to his actions (the porn) like loosing his job and be given dirty looks by other so he snapped at Glenn since Glenn wasn’t feeling guilty for what was happening to Ed (or at least not as much as Ed wanted to) So Ed made everything his fault by calling him names and basically saying that he knew what was gonna happen to Ed but he didn’t stop it which made him a jerk and so on. (personally i think it was Ed’s decisions alone and that he simply couldn’t handle the pressure of what followed so he needed a scapegoat for his feelings wich could only turn out to be Glenn)
Sorry if that was kinda confusing, don’t know if i explained it well (^。^)
Oooh okay, don’t worry, english isn’t my first language either. What I understood about their fight is that Ed felt like Glen was always pushing for more (ex: Glen bringing up the idea of Ed doing the bottom role, over and over again; Glen paying 50k so he could feel guilt-free about the dvd; Glen not wanting to talk about things that eventually could turn into a problem, avoiding subjects so they wouldn’t fight, etc), he had mixed feelings, he wanted to blame the downfall on someone and that was Glen, because he didn’t feel guilt about the porn until people started to point their fingers at him. He felt exposed and I think that made him realize that he wasn’t being true to himself, remember he said ‘he founded embarrassing he craved a men’s penis so much’? I think he was having an internal battle, like “it feels good, I like it, but on the eyes of society it’s wrong, so I shouldn’t enjoy it, thus I shall reject this feeling and blame the outcome on him, who is not afraid of being exposed”. Glen and Ed didn’t have anyone else that felt like a support, so Ed saying all those hurtful things made Glen realize that he actually didn’t have him either. He was alone, again, so he left and since they didn’t talk after that, things just stayed unresolved. At lest that’s what I understand, sorry for my bad english u.u I hope a helped a little.
This was just so.... i just hate how much rape there was but i couldnt stop reading it because i wanted to know what would happen at the end, and if im right i believe he went back to yule, i dont think as boyfriends but why would he, like yule raped him not once but a lot plus he let his older brother too and kyungsoo knew, i really dont know if i like it or not cause it has a unique story, i wouldve liked for yule to get some therapy and kyungsoo, and i forgot his name but his other boyfriend which turned a little crazy at the end, i can see that yule isnt that aggressive anymore but still, ahh this is frustrating ヽ(`Д´)ノ
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