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uhh is there anyone here is a psychologist? or psychometrician here... as someone who picked psychology as my major i don't really have plan after i graduate lmao. my first choice is nursing and sadly i didn't took it since the tuition fee is high and i plan my whole life that i'll become a nurse in the future but now that i didn't took it i feel like i don't have that plan now... i know that psych doesn't make that much money and yeah FUCK I WANT TO SHIFT

this is so embarassing but i im thibking of losing my first kiss to this guy but we're both first timer here... and i think i just gave him a go signal to finally kiss me,,,,,, JAVAJAHA ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

hello i have a ed and still having a hard time to eat and last night i didn't eat anything because i don't feel like eating and i don't deserve to eat because of the score that i got to my 2 quiz yesterday. And my friend found out that i didn't eat and got mad at me because i didn't eat anything... they told me not to talk to them... should i say sorry for not eating? i don't think i did anything wrong though.

ps: my friend doesn't know i have ed and i don't want to tell them because it will make everything awkward.

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im mad at him and he's mad at me idk what should i do hahaha we're classmates and we keep avoiding each other but steal glances at each other everytime we see a chance. should i text him first? because i know that if i dont, we won't talk to each other again.

I have a happy crush on this boy since august 2023 and he's my classmate so it's hard to uncrush him.

But this december he confessed that he likes me and started to noticed me so i confessed too.

I really like him because i think he's kind and he take class seriously which is my type, but the thing that i hate in our set up is he doesn't want others to knows that we like each other or that there's something going on between us.

I guess it's because we said that we'll know each other first before actually try to be in relationship with each other. But sometimes i feel like he doesn't like me at all, i need to message him firat so we'll talk. we'll never talk again if i'll never message him first.

Am i the wrong here making him uncomfortable? because i keep reminding him that i like him and he doesn't even say it back? what should i do :(