I've read a bunch of manga -even twisted ones- but this.. I swear, my heart ached every time the uke cries or even smile painfully. HE'S SO ADORABLE THAT IT HURTS ME TOO (╥﹏╥). They should better have a happily ever after or I'll go mad.
CLEAR IT UP FOR HIM! TELL HIM THAT LOSING IS FINE!! (╥﹏╥) ..can't wait for the next update..
Though I can somehow understand where your hatred's coming from.. that's still bad little bro. Not to mention, unhealthy.
He's got that childish idiocy all mapped out for himself:
- humilate your brother (you'll feel bad nonetheless)
- hurt your brother (that doesn't change a thing)
- kill your brother (live with the guilt, have fun with that)
- actually get rid of your inferiority and persecution complex (win-win! hallelujah!)
But sh#* doesn't work like that.
If it would, it would totally suffice to tell him:
1. your actions successfully lead to the death of your brother
2. the one your pavlovian conditioning barks about it a COMPLETEY DIFFERENT PERSON (i.e. you're barking at the wrong tree, how sad is that)
But nooo... we're gonna have to do this the hard way.
Can't wait for it.
And now my heart's in pain~