
Wait that dream, is that Blondina's Mother??????????? Or im just thinking

I think its the original being that was able to "control" the divine beasts. I forgot her name.
It was why it is believed those with blonde hair and golden eyes are descended from her.
Blondina's mother had these traits which is why Blondina's father pursued but it became clear she had no powers or abilities so he ditched her.

I think he was attracted to her but based on how he treated her I dont think it was love.
He pursued her because she had gold eyes and blonde hair the traits associated with being descended from "the one that control the divine beasts."
When it became obvious she didn't have any abilities he left her under false pretense he would return.
And more or less forgot her , after he became emperor and started a new family with his high born wife.

More context on the dream;
It's a past memory from Blondina and Amon's past life.
She is the reincarnation of the Goddess of Origins the one who gave divinity to the beasts and when she wanted to live her a as human with "amon" in the forest she passed on her powers to Barahan (the one with blonde hair gold eyes).
The kid Adellai encounters in the jail is his reincarnation. Barahan was in love with the goddess but she did not reciprocate and when he found out she loved another in a jealous rage he killed her.
And the Black Leopard (past life Amon) kills him.
This was the start of the war and bad blood between Shinsu and humans.

Okay, SO WHAT THE FUCK????? THE ARTIST OR AUTHOR??????? okay so, fuck i kinda regret admiring for the artists talent for this amazing art, but bruuuuh that manga was so disgusting asf, i know Vampeerz ain't have any smut scenes compared to that one manga that the author/artist did, like tffffffff i was so fcking happy when i read Vampeerz cuz the art s so immaculate but now, i dont know anymore, Author whyyyyyy, that was so disgusting and disappointing for fck sake
I feel sorry for her husband, like giiiirl he's so goood, his attitude, whyyyyy
it’s acc so hard when u think about it most places are heteronormative and most people get married in their mid /late 20s so don’t get to explore their sexuality as much so when they’re married off to their husband/wife and they discover their sexuality but their partner actually loves them but they can’t give the same love back ╥﹏╥
This part