Imagine having a relationship with the person you like but you know that they just did it by force. I know that Shii is mean for forcing Tamaki and triggering his trauma but I want Tamaki to be stronger. I want him to face it more that’s why I don’t dislike what Shii is doing. I relate myself with Tamaki. I have lots of traumas but I am very afraid to face it and I always avoid it. That’s why I’ve never overcome it until now I also lost a lot of good opportunities in life. That’s why I’m kinda thinking that I want to see Tamaki be happy and overcome his trauma. Aaaaaahhhhh sorry I said too much nonsense stuffs.