Tokki March 21, 2020 4:24 am

Aaaaannd that's the sound of my heart breaking. I'm going to go cry in a corner now and wait for Lucas to come back. When will that happen, who knows, but I'll probably be dried out and shriveled up by then

Tokki March 7, 2020 2:50 am

*INHALES* IMMA KILL THESE MOTHERFUCKERS

Tokki February 29, 2020 4:21 pm

What. The. Actual. Fuck???? This is making me so mad omfg. Dump his ass

Tokki February 27, 2020 10:42 am

Me n my fucked up Harada color recipe mind can't help but want her to end up with Yul in this situation. Like, if this was your standard shoujo, I'd be all over her and the blonde dude getting together. But as soon as I saw that he was a yandere I wanted that fucked up ending. Call me sick, I already know I'm going to hell lmao. And if I were to compare this to real life, I wouldn't want her to go with either dude tbh. Read the raws, not as much of a train wreck as I thought it would be lol

    n c t h e t i c February 27, 2020 2:14 pm

    finally someone like me, i always ship the mcs with yanderes

    Wall February 27, 2020 8:01 pm

    I read color recipe as well, I love harada their mangas are great (≧∀≦)

Tokki February 23, 2020 10:22 pm

Oh no. She's hot. He's hot. This ain't good for my heart

Tokki February 23, 2020 10:13 pm

"Lady Akari?"
More like "Oh god. Ew, wtf. Why are you here. Leave bitch ass ho"

Tokki January 9, 2020 3:36 am

*CRASHES* I'm sorry, that was the sound of me falling out of my chair out of pure anger

Tokki November 11, 2019 3:14 am

So. Psyche. I don't like her and, yes, the major reason being her personality and how she's the "typical" heroine. And, of course, in some other stories I would give my heart and soul to protect Psyche or characters like her, but not in this one. I wouldn't say I "hate" Psyche...I just hold a strong dislike for her because our personalities clash. She thinks she can still be friends with Medea. Okay, that's fine, I guess. I don't think you can, if that person hates you... there's not much you can do when/because it's already gotten to the level of hatred. Also at the same time her logic is dumb. She "knows" Medea "wanted the prince" and that Medea was his fiancee, but she came out of nowhere and swept the pince off his feet. Leaving Medea farther away from her goal. "You didn't love the prince!" Uh, yeah, so what? Not all marriages were/are out of love. Also like some rando person comes up and pops out of nowhere and ruins your plans, of course you're not going to like them (hell, even hate them). And listen, I get she's the positive and optimistic type of person.. but this is just personal preference that I really dislike those types of people.

Again, this is just personal taste for me, I REALLY, REALLY want Medea to "win" I don't give 2 shits about Psyche and the Prince. I just want a "true" villainess to win for once. I'll go into this in a sec.

So we've probably had our fair share of these kinds of stories: Villainess stories. It could be that some OL who was into otome games got reincarnated as the main villainess, or it could just be set in the past with nobles, princes, dukes, etc. To me, and yes Medea is not the most original character I've ever seen. I don't think there actually is such a thing. Because there are so many characters still being created as I type. But this doesn't change the fact that she's refreshing. We get to see someone who is actually "evil", wanting more power or power. Plus she can hadle herself. Hell, she's the one who taught Heli how to wield a sword. It's just a breath of fresh air to see her type of character.

Now to the real reason...

YO I JUST WANNA SEE MEDEA BECOME AN EVIL TYRANT QUEEN AND RULE THE KINGDOM HER WAY. BECAUSE YAAAASSS, SHE IS SO GREAT. LIKE I'M TEAM MEDEA/EVIL ALL THE WAYYY. THERE'S NO QUESTIONING IT.

Thank you, and remember, it's just fiction.


Though that doesn't change the fact that Heli is best boi

Tokki October 25, 2019 5:38 am

So I'm loving the MC. Hooo. She is so evil. I love it. But my question is so like, she only wants the throne right? But Pysche came in and became the prince's fiancee, meaning she will get the throne and that power. So she hates psyche. That's what I got from it. Also I don't really like psyche. She's just your typical heroine that wants to be friends with everyone. Like lol okay. Whatever. I'm loving the MC tho she is a through n through villainess looking for power. I doubt she'll end up with the prince but I'm sure she'll be shocked by the difference in treatment. Also prince is like meh looking. Harry tho. Our man harry is where it's at, and I'm sure he'll know right away what's up. If there's going to be any sort of romance whatsoever (due to the lack of said tag idk if there will be) it better be with harry

Tokki October 21, 2019 11:44 am

I get the Hara-san arguement. Kaoru did say he was going to tell him if his string was attached and he didn't, which of course would create some feelings of "he doesn't trust me", and there would be a possibility of Hara-san getting tired of trying to convince and reassure Kaoru that he wouldn't leave him even if his string is attached, thinking realistically.

But there is no reason to attack Kaoru.

Looking at Kaoru's side, (and this has been said countless times already but still) he didn't tell Hara-san because his insecurities got the best of him. He has emotional trauma from his past relationships. Each and every time, they left him for their fated partner. And each and every time he had hope that they would stay, but they didn't. Imagine how he felt, when he was abandoned because of the string.

My point is Kaoru has given up on himself. The abandonment left a huge impact on him, and he doesn't think anyone will ever choose him over their fated partner. He literally believes Hara-san will leave him, without a doubt, now that his string is attached. It's the only thing he's known. At the same time though, he believes in Hara-san -well, to an extent- or he, at least, wants to believe in him (page 11, chapter 12). Sure, we all know that Hara-san wouldn't do that because of the way it's being set up and whatnot (I mean look at Hara-san and the way he looks at and treats Kaoru. It's just so sweet and adorable), but Kaoru doesn't know that. He doesn't know for sure that Hara-san will stay or not.

And as to why he didn't speak up ( it really does break my heart and I am literally crying for him as I'm typing), the fear of Hara-san rejecting him, the possibility that Hara-san will choose his fated partner instead, the past scars, all of that is immobilizing, because really really loves Hara-san and wants him to be happy. Hara-san's string being attached causes him to think that he won't be the one and will never be the one to make someone happy, let alone Hara-san.

Also he knows the possible consequences of cutting the string. When you read Asako's story, SPOILER ALERT
He (Asako) cuts his string between him and his fated partner using Kaoru's scissors, and regrets it soon after, because he realized he loved that fated partner. (It all worked out in the end tho, I cried and it's mad cute).

My point with this part is that Kaoru might think that Hara-san and his fated parnter hit it off (he kind of does think that though). He doesn't want to be in the way of Hara-san's happiness. Again, he doesn't think or consider the possibility of him being Hara-san's happiness, because of the past.

And yes, Hara-san isn't like his exes. But Kaoru doesn't know that. I mean he does, but (again) Hara-san's string is attached. In Kaoru's mind that's a siren saying that this relationship is going to be over soon, whether he wants that or not, because "Hara-san is inevitably going to leave him".

So please stop (or just don't all together) attacking Kaoru, because he's honestly just really, really insecure. And that isn't something to be made fun of, poked at, or attacked, because everyone has their own insecurities and handles it and reacts to it in different ways. And Kaoru shuts off and isolates himself. So please just wait for Hara-san's answer and enjoy the angst instead of attacking. Thank you.

    LallaLa October 21, 2019 11:50 am

    Ma'am, If I could I'd give you more than one like.

    RaveenXD October 21, 2019 11:53 am

    This!! Kaoru's past experience already taught him a lot, and that's why he can't help but think "oh, here we go again"

    sinnaboi October 21, 2019 11:57 am

    y e s, you've had me with "he has given up on himself". most people resort to lonliness especially when it comes to relationship issues whether it be family, platonic or romantic. it's basically just a "if they don't exist or mean anything to me it'll hurt less" or a "i knew it will happen, it always does"

    as if it's some kind of curse you can't break. and it IS a curse for him as he doesn't have a string so loving literally just anyone is bound to be doomed from the start as we've seen over and over again. gah,,,

    it honestly hits too much to home that the only why i'm angry at them both is from a feeling of wanting to protect their relationship orz

    Yujin90 October 21, 2019 12:02 pm

    Don't all people in here sympathy him I don't see many people attacking him instead of attacking him much people only give many likes or sympathize him ...

    afroluv October 21, 2019 1:22 pm

    Kaoru should have fulfilled his promise at least to the point of telling Hara his string connected and then the two of them should've sat down as a couple to talk about next steps BUT this is yaoi so we must have angst turned up to 11.

    Several commenters say Kaoru's behavior is toxic bc he can see the end of the relationship...folks get prenups, just in case, but we don't considered that toxic do we?

    I applaud Kaoru bc he is trying SO hard to get over his trauma and believe in Hara. You see it doesn't matter if the string is cut bc Hara says he will love Kaoru regardless. Kaoru is protecting Hara by leaving the string uncut. If Kaoru died, for ex. Hara could still find happiness with his fated person.ijs

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