I think people is really misunderstanding something here. We should not be proud of Bum's actions but we should not also criticize his actions. Murdering is a crime and cannot be justified. But at the same time it is not Bum's fault because he is not in control of his actions anymore. He was rapped by his uncle, bullied at school and now kidnapped and tortured by a crazy guy. How is he supposed to not lose his mind also?
Personally, I think it goes like this: when Yashiro says "Don't break me" he is talking about the wall he has had to build between his heart and other people's. He is afraid of allowing himself to love and be loved because he does not want to be abandoned after that and therefore be lost and all alone again. Not loving is not losing. He does enjoy sex without pain, but sex without pain is not "sex" anymore but "making love". That is why all that sex with other men during his life was just something carnal. His body grew "accustomed" to be mistreated while sex intercourse and he associated that as something normal. That is why he says he feels like "puking" because of the way Doumeki touches him: it does not hurt, but psychologically it is hard for him to deal with it because he is being treated with care and love.
yes
this is what is happening
Could someone explain to me the stuff with the DVDs? I might sound silly but I don't get it. is the manager of Simon recording his sexual intercourses with important people as the be able to blackmail those people later?
yes, simon's gonna get fucked up later. things aren't gonna be happy happy joy joy
oh, so she wants to blackmail simon, not the other guys?
I think that director has dirt on almost every one of her musicians. She's the type of person that wants to be able to control her musicians. I'm sure that whenever they decide they want to go against her wishes, she'll use the information she has about them (like the cds) and threatens them with it. Those cds probably contain a lot of really damaging information about almost all of her stars, like tapings of their sexual exploits. Which is the case with Simon.
So yeah, blackmail, but probably on a lot of more people than only Simon.
thank you soooo much for your explanation ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~ Now I get it. I am a bit dense in this kind of stuff >///<