Plants_Hoe's Questions (11)

Yeah not the right fourm

I do but I always get cigarettes from others lmao I'm too broke to buy them myself

There are other forums?

It's probably not want you want to hear, but starting to smoke, as a coping mechanism for stress isn't wise. Even if you smoke for a short time period, it has lasting negative consequences on your health. Better to quit NOW and find a better way to deal with your stress that tackles the route cause, than to find yourself in 40 years time, having to rely on medical equipment to help you breath and having wasted so much money on tobacco for such a "priviledge".

Yeah fuck off and go back to masturbating to 2d guys Apollo

By the way you should find other healthy ways for your stress because you will only end up sick and addicted to smoking

is this alin

ive tried smoking out of curiosity. i actually liked it. but i still dont really smoke. id say probably once a month lol. there are more ways to cope w stress. i hope you can find the one for you soon. goodluck.

I do smoke occasionally but never out of stress, when I'm stressed out I do sports, sewing, drawing... (whatever feels better than smoking). In the other hand when I am chilling with friends I can't restrain myself from smoking :(

i do. i started smoking on my last year in high school due to stress and now it has become a habit (well a bad habit but anyway).

I smoked during University, Djarum clove cigs, but I stopped when it turned out I was asthmatic

Sorry following

Is it this one?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/realist_ni_yoru_romanticism/

yeeees !!! omg im surprissed u knw the manga from that short unhelpful description of mine djkflasf thank u so much!

are webtoons good?


https://www.webtoons.com/en/challenge/the-crawling-city/list?title_no=43147
https://www.webtoons.com/en/challenge/fisheye-placebo/list?title_no=101841
https://www.webtoons.com/en/challenge/crawling-dreams/list?title_no=141539
https://www.webtoons.com/en/romance/my-dear-cold-blooded-king/list?title_no=961

thats dopee!! thank you so much

Russia
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mitsumei/
Snow
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/crystal_palace/
Mix match of European styles
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/toxic/
Floral theme
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hana_no_miyako_de/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/barairo_no_kenkyuu_to_hanakurafu_kimi/
(There was also a manga about a gardener who went to England and fell in love with the stereotypical cottage gardens and tried to replicate it back in his work in Japan, annoyingly can't find it)
Historic theme
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_king_and_the_attendant/

Anything by Nao Tsukiji - her detailed drawings are incredible

Berserk.

Hinadori wa Shiokaze ni Madoromu i think

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/elektel_delusion/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tomodachi_ijou_no_koto_shitai/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hima_na_no_de_hajimete_mimasu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/jibun_katte/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_o_hitokuchi/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mad_cinderella/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dounimo_nannai_soushi_souai/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/rift_conro/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koisuru_taka_wa_tsume_o_kakusu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shinyuu_tte_soko_made_shinakucha_ikenai_no/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/u_don_t_know_me/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/like_that/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/1_365_no_koibito/

thank you so much!

i hope that you can find your passion again

Kill urself

that's what I went through too,
多分うつ病。maybe try talking to someone?

Asshole

Could you maybe try holding on a little longer? Do you have money? If you do, go travelling. Is there someone you trust, maybe a best friend or a boyfriend/girlfriend? Talk to that person. I too have become disillusioned with life but I'm holding on because I want to see this shit through. Please, don't give up, and know that you are needed.

And this is not called being an attention whore if you have a serious problem. You may have depression, so please visit a psychiatrist or there are various sites on the internet with people there to help you out.

Hold on, I wish you luck

Just chill it will take time you will eventually find a passion again why don't you spend the time you use feeling depressed and put it towards finding a new passion in life?

That's shitty of you

Eat, Pray, and Love. Enjoy the little things, Kamisama bless.

If your losing ur passion on all the things you like find other things that can replace it. As well we as individuals like attention from time to time hopefully you can cheer up, usually for me walking or looking up at the stars is relaxing including giving yourself time to think everything through.

if u think u r losing passion, well, maybe u just havent discovered one? or maybe just getting way too much of that one, to the point of getting sick of it. so, all u have to do is, go away from that thing u call ur lost passion for awhile, do something u never do, like u never thot u will ever do. maybe you will find new passion on the way. or maybe your lost passion will find it's way back

As Guren from Owari no Seraph said, "Live. Until you find a good reason to continue living, just live." We are wishing for the best for you. Don't give up.

Please, don't lose hope. There are plenty of things to enjoy in this world. Go travel, see the world with your own eyes. Take a break, do things outside of your routine. Volunteer for charity outside of your country. Sometimes, you just need to change you perspective. Please, go talk to someone. Let me give you a virtual hug *anon hugs yoshidabossun-san*

Its okay to feel lost sometimes. You are stronger than what you think. You can make it through! Cliché but yeah ╮(￣▽￣)╭

one day you'll be in a place where you'll forget you were ever once sad. you just have to believe this.

ey man, don't be an asshole.

i feel you honestly

I've been there before, and I'm just regaining my passion and love for life back. Honestly it's true when people say to hang in there, because when I was depressed I thought that I would always be like that, and that's simply not true.

I had friends and family who supported me and helped me get out of the state that I was in, but oddly enough anime helped me too. Watching sports animes like Haikyuu! And Yuri on Ice where the characters had such passion for what they were doing got me pumped and excited too. Exercising, even just walking outside for 20mins stopped me from being lethargic. Forcing yourself to do some of the things you used to do might help too. Yeah, it sucks that you have to force yourself to do it but it's nice to get back into routines.

These are the things that helped me, so they might or might not work for you, but I just wanted to share them to give you some ideas. If you ever need someone to talk to please message me. I promise I will not judge or think that you are a burden. That goes to ANYONE who is reading this message and just needs someone to talk to or vent, I'll always there to listen.

I wish you the best and sincerely hope your passion for life returns to you soon

I'm not trying to be mean, but you should get more sleep maybe?
Sleep is an important aspect of an healthy and happy life.
And if it's stress i recommend going to a doctor, they can send someone to you.
Dying is not worth it, you're probably young! you should enjoy life

thank you, i hope so too

thats sounds like a good idea

Honestly i just hope that this is just a phase or something, i hate thinking that i may have depression but i've been suffering from this since like 5 years ago, it just gotten worse and worse and i'm only 20, i felt so pathetic tbh :(
I really appreciate your kind words and encouragement btw, i'll try holding on maybe i could go through this eventually.
I hope for the best for your life too :)

i dont have anyone to talk to, but i'll try looking for one. i wish you luck with your problem, nobody should suffer from this kind of hell feeling :( isnt it suck

I dont know how to put it into words, i dont choose to spend my times being depressed, i want to do things (the things i love and mabe new things too) but its so hard like can you imagine painting with like idk shitty feeling, like nothing, i cant feel the passion of the things that i love the most. omg i dont know how to express my feeling im sorry im so bad at this.
But yes i always try to force myself to get into routine, i have self awareness at least haha
im literally like chillin way too much, all i do is just lay down and stares at the ceiling its pathetic tbh
But anyway i really appreciate your kind words and encouragement, i send you my best wishes.

the thing is i lose my appetite, i lost my faith, im lacking of affection i cant feel anything lmao, but thats very nice of you i'll try to appreciate the little things and hopefully it'll grow :)

thank you for your kind words i'll try to apprectiate the little things in life and hope that eventually i'll get better. I send you my best wishes :)

i dont know how i could get way too much or sick of the things that i enjoy doing for years. theres never been a problem before i dont understand its like very sudden. i realize whenever i paint i never enjoyed it anymore, i got irritated and eventually stopped doing it :(
and its very hard to keep maintain doing the things that i like, let alone doing new things.
But thank you very much and i hope so too (that my lost passion will find its way back), i send you my best wishes and thank you for your kind words :)

thank you very much thats very kind of you, i hope eventually i'll find that reason.
sending you my best wishes :)

i'm only 20 and i havent got any job yet because im still focusin on studying therefore i cant afford traveling unfortunately, im a very anxious person so i try to avoid doing things like voluteering as much as i can lmao i felt so pathetic because like i literally takes too much break because all i do is just lay down and do nothing, but i'll try to force myself to keep doing stuff and hopefully my passion will return.
thank you for you kind words and encouragements *hugs back*

thank you i need this, i need someone to tell me that its okay to feel like this :) sending my best wishes for you
thank you for your kind words

i hope so, i'll try holding on to something like this, thank you for your kind words i really appreciate it :)

sad person club am i right haha, anyway sending you my best wishes i hope eventually neither of us will need to suffer any longer :)

oh my i agree with you, i used to felt the excitement when i watch those sports anime, but i dont know where it went anymore, because i cant feel anything, but i hope its just liek some kind of phase and eventually i'll get better and my passion will return.
I'll try to exercise, it sounds like a good idea and yes im currently trying my best to keep doing my routines.
Thank you very much for your kind words and encouragement it felt nice that there are other people out there that feel the same, sending you my best wishes.

its sad honestly because my sleep schedule is a mess, sometimes i sleep WAY too much, and sometimes i dont (i cant) sleep for days it kills me and you're right im only 20 sad isnt it, but yes i realize dying is probably not worth it, i'll try holding on a lil bit longer and hopefully everything will get better eventually.
Thank you for your kind words i really appreciate it, sending you my best wishes

No no no it's not

Right?

(⊙…⊙ ) Da faque is wrong with you! ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ai_no_gebokutachi/ two dads love each other, and so their boys (≧∀≦)

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ikumen_after/
This one's very cute

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kozure_ookami_inoue_satou/

i've read this omg such a cute one, thank you for your help ^^

jjjghdhdkl i'm reading it right now, thank you very much for your help ^^

i'm gonna read it, thank you very much for your help ^^

i'm gonna read it looks very cute, thank you very much for your help ^^

Nee, sensei ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

I don't have any recommendations, but there is this tag: http://www.mangago.zone/tag/teacher+x+teacher/

thank you very much, thats helps a lot hehe i didnt think about tags ^^"

Oka no ue no Rakuen

Hatsukoi Monogatari

the cover seems like a good story, i'll check it out thank you for ur help :)

thank you thank you so much ahh i'll check them out ^_^ <3

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/goodbye_lilac/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koukou_kyoushi/
I recomend you read these(⌒▽⌒)

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kyoushi_mo_iroiro_aruwakede/

i just did, it was good aah thank you for your recomendations ^^

i just read it ^^ it was good, thank you for your recomendations

Seishun Hensachi just reread and remembered your post

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/you_re_my_loveprize_in_viewfinder/
I only know this Finder.

you can try okane ga nai but the uke is timid.

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hidoi_otoko_aoi_akira/
maybe?

you can try this series ( in order):
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bi_no_isu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kobi_no_kyoujin/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bi_no_kyoujin_smoke/

omg yes i love all ur reccomendations, thank you very much

no problem^^