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Can't remember the name of a bl comic. Pretty sure it was a manga or at least in black and white.
I remember that at the start the mc(uke) and their partner were having sex and took pills together so they can die together. But the doctors came and where able to save the mcs life which made him mad and would continue trying to kill himself. The story later focused on the mc finding love with the ml.

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  • Author: Kinoko
  • Genres: Webtoons / Yaoi / Adult / Mature / Smut / Fantasy
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A Company President diagnosed with cancer accidentally transmigrated into a novel, and became the vi...

  • Author: wang yi , main writer + yi yi yi yi , original author
  • Genres: Romance / Shounen Ai / Webtoons
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The main character has the ability to read other people’s thoughts and feelings as written tex...

  • Author: Chepali, Im Ae-Ju
  • Genres: Fantasy / Mystery / Yaoi / Webtoons
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What I remember is the mc and love interest are neighbors. The neighbor is really friendly and even bakes him cookies with his face on them but the mc is very cold towards him. He eventually warms up to him. There was also a misunderstanding where the mc thoug that the neighbor was dating this guy but turns out he was just a friend and has a girlfriend.
Some other details is mc made a hole between their apartments and he's a big fan of an author who happens to be the father of the neighbors friend.
Thanks in advance !