Fuck this is so goddamn sad... Like the sex scene is supposed to be hot, but reading through it i just couldn't help but feel so much pity towards the uke.. like "he doesn't know what real sex is supposed to be like" all his past relationships have given him this warped idea of what sex is? It made me really uncomfortable and just sad... Like i wanted to cry for him?
That this guy hasn't been able to get around for some time and is desperate enough to say he'll play pretend lover to get some of that ass...
But even when he's finally ready to go he still takes his time to prepare and make uke feel good too...
I respect that :)