I feel like we can see how much Siwoon has grown and matured from when he was a teenager with an obsession with Doha. Siwoon used to be quite self centered and used to forcefully impose and dump his feelings onto Doha, while now we can see that he realises that telling the truth will hurt and make Doha feel bad about it, so he rather keep quiet about him going to his house and seeing him happy with other people, while he himself was in pure misery. Siwoon of the past would have used that as a lever to tie Doha even more to him, not caring much about his feelings, even his pity would've been enough for Siwoon.
Of course he is far from being a perfect person or a perfect partner (but no one is) so he still has difficulties in sharing his troubles and feelings and rely on Doha. Knowing how whipped he is, of course he isn't cheating but most likely doesn't want Doha to worry about his own problems, and doesn't want to seem pitiful
Yes don't fold kyuho you got this make him chase you and beg and apologise on his knees. While a chase arc it's fun in fiction, Yungun's personality in general it's so nasty, as an introvert i can understand his "circle", his "person" thing but the way he acts upon it its so nasty and manipulative.. fortunately I never fall for the "I didn't know how precious it was until I lost it so now I *deserve* to get it back" propaganda, not in fiction and not in real life... so stay safe irl girls
BRO IM SO PISSED TOO that damn guy who the fuck does he think he is to slap him???? He is NO ONE to his brother and he is NO ONE to him either why the fuck a grown man would hit a teenager just because of a one sided crush you have on his brother when you dont even know what they fought for... I would have slapped him too, get another tutor, tell my parents and just to be petty I would tell my brother too AGH IM SO PISSED IT RUINED MY ENTIRE NIGHT I started to feel weird about him ever since the scene when he offered to make Seon jealous because why would a college student would even consider to pretend to flirt with a high school kid even if its just pretend sirens were blasting in my head
Yeah this like a normal and reasonable reaction from a grown adult to a high schooler confessing he wants to sleep with him especially one who you've been or still are a parental/dependable figure to. I'm super glad he's actually rejecting him firmly and angrily because he finds it not normal, unlike others with this exact same trope (projection, stranger, hell even 2020)
I read this all in entire afternoon... I have either already read all 42 chapters already months before and i forgot about it or this is like the most predictable story ever.. the doctor thing, the guy being the researcher's brother, the deal for the experiment.. I could see where this was going from miles away while this annoying arc is going on, MC is going to get a matching test with the other SS esper (the one they were interrogating because his guide died) making a really good 2ML since ML is acting like an ass again and the result with him come out with a pretty good match for the second time in his life and that's when ML start to feel jealous about MC without really realising his feelings.. He will then regain his bond with him once he feels like ML is the only person he can trust.. Then while the doctor wants to keep his end of the deal the guide he made does not want to give up ML and acts like b again
I don't like either of the twins lmao both feel so manipulative and just leave a nasty feeling... reminds of Will the roasted beans sprout/Beta testing and in that bl it looks like more than a love triangle the author is pushing poly with 2 scumbags... and it looks like the same over here too